She shudders at the world
reality as a whole
has recoiled into nothing more than walking corpses
confused in their role
to think about a particle and how it correlates to a soul
or how the wind decides a direction to blow
it all computes if you are open
possess the will to try and try again
for you fight your own battle and love from within
and acknowledge what is sin to begin

The rise of the Sun brings forth a new day
no greater opportunity than dawn
inner beings are courageous creatures
ability to forgive and let live
captivating essence of another
let us break down the concept of love
humanity as a whole
just as every individual soul is self-shackled
not one existence may be in the same
to be set free of superficial bounds
whilst time and possession are misconstrued

I think of you from time to time
rhyme about how two souls once shared the same playground
I still hear your thoughts common as any other sound
sense the weight of your gaze
dreams of how it could have been
emotions are tortured by your sins
long for closure
though I know I am soon to give in

A shatter in the atmosphere
to feel you are gone when you were always near
cheery when I see your smile or hear your laughter
adrenaline pumped heart beat
mind thinks faster
dearest disaster of any matter

Writhing in the excess
Undress me ever so gently
Relinquish priority of the majority
Fear will be released
Thumb imprints in the side of either shoulder
While nails of fingers dig for blood
Every drop a smidgen of poison
Excavated from my body

Creepy crawls down the spine
A presence lurks behind
Chill bumps raise as cool night air flows inward
Melodramatic sigh releases the pyro
Pull down and toss the curtains into a limp pile
Set fire to burn the ***** down in vain

The world you live in is treacherous
'Tis why I live in my own
A life of another souls standards
Morals change as often as undergarments
Beliefs manipulated as common folders
Thought on top of thought
Of what-ifs and have-nots
Pleasure based on currency
And no one has the time
Self esteem became self destruction
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