A shatter in the atmosphere
to feel you are gone when you were always near
cheery when I see your smile or hear your laughter
adrenaline pumped heart beat
mind thinks faster
dearest disaster of any matter

Writhing in the excess
Undress me ever so gently
Relinquish priority of the majority
Fear will be released
Thumb imprints in the side of either shoulder
While nails of fingers dig for blood
Every drop a smidgen of poison
Excavated from my body

Creepy crawls down the spine
A presence lurks behind
Chill bumps raise as cool night air flows inward
Melodramatic sigh releases the pyro
Pull down and toss the curtains into a limp pile
Set fire to burn the ***** down in vain

The world you live in is treacherous
'Tis why I live in my own
A life of another souls standards
Morals change as often as undergarments
Beliefs manipulated as common folders
Thought on top of thought
Of what-ifs and have-nots
Pleasure based on currency
And no one has the time
Self esteem became self destruction
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He is laid to rest in hues of purple and gold
beloved Sun-down
imagine how it might be to live free
I have only ever lived in love
his follower
he has never looked back at me
on a rare occasion in which we meet
a euphoric eclipse projecting ignorance and bliss
lasts for a moment, and then he is back at the lead

A smile sculpted to break hearts
They fell in love and then fell apart
Carries memoirs of the past, mostly dark
Desperate to finish what she did not want to start

Beautiful fire of toxic gases
There is so much matter inside of your hemisphere
Debris of all that has ever gone wrong
Fury within you
An explosion of emotion
Crawl inside the black hole of you
Travel to a stable place in time