im sorry i could never look deep into your eyes
id cry
and i know we both wouldn't want that

i knew id cry just from the feeling of my face
starting to tingle and get all red
id choke everytime i tried talking to you

you never realized why i couldn't look at you in the eyes
but now you never will know since im not yours.

you told me you'd do everything in your power to not hurt me
you promised things that i thought would go threw
you told me you loved me and im a stupid girl who believed it so easily

your lies flowed out of your mouth so easily  
it was like you singing a song

you promised you'd stick with me
but now your intertwining your fingers with someone and kissing them softly like it was me.

you knew my face like the back of your hand
when i was upset you wouldnt let it go

you promised you'd do a lot of things

and those promises are still stuck to me
because all im doing is waiting for them to happen

and i'll never realize when they will because
your not mine, your hers now.

while he looked into my eyes I knew he was craving me
I knew those eyes
the eyes that he needed you
that he desired you

the look that you couldn't resist
you needed time
space
you needed the fresh air

you knew it was going to happen
the craving of eachother flesh skin pressed against eachother
the feeling of his hot body on you

you needed the time

in that time it got so intense

his hands traveled under your shirt
on your soft warm skin
your legs
every part of your body was touched by his cold fingertips

your shirt became another piece of clothing that was left on the ground from him
so was the rest of your clothes

he treated you so fragile
so precious
like he was a shield for your precious body

you found yourself looking at every mark,scratch,bruise, & bump on his body while ontop of you

then it finally happened
and you never felt so full by some human being like that