Sensual lines,
like waves of sin
that form your skin
inch by inch.

If you go away from my touch
I'll consume in desperation,
I'll chase your scent
til you are back in my arms.

My destination, your mouth
my intentions aren't pure,
you make my mind high
and my body loose control
and gain all desire.

Aroused by your every thought,
down there, rock hard
waiting to penetrate you
hard, soft and gently.

Angel of mine,
you made me your slave
the moment that
for the first time
I lost my mind.

Steal every bit of your breath,
as we rock our bodies
letting the night unfold.

Life moves in a string of fate,
yours happened to cross mine, not long ago.

I seat on a broken window, and look inside
of my heart bleeding by the pain I’ve done.

Shattered thoughts, falling down the stairs
of a dark room I call self.

Hate me by my many errors; hate me by my wrongs,
hate me because I've hurt you, despite being in love.

Hate me because I've made you cry, because I've made you lost;
Hate me because with my eyes, I've shown anything other than love.

But love me baby, I beg you...

Love me because I love you most, because without you I'm empty;
love me because I've loved you, like no one had ever before.

Love me because I'm yours, because our souls are tied
love me, my love, my angel and I will forever love you more.

I dream of taking my life
for this would be a sweet paradise.

I hope the hours of my last breath
to be as peaceful and quite as my blood leaving my body.

The moment when I'll get to feel nothing
when I could again, be loved by nobody.

That sweet memory of your eyes scarring my skin
when you broke me, while being cold blooded.

Angels let me die, demons take me alive
make every moment in my life
vanish before my dying eyes.

with the chill of the wind
audible in the close distance.
the morning droplets on the dead skin
painting a landscape of hopeless worlds
that will soon perish.

under the still darkness
moonlight glistening on your skin,
under the twisted spell of life
I hold you down and feel your soul breathe
holding you tight until you can finally feel.

I've seen demons, angels and dust
like shadows casted by the old man,
I've seen beauty in the ugliest of places
seen demons with pretty faces
followed angel with a dark hollow heart
baby I've seen, well I've seen nearly all

come lay down for a moment
let that moment never stop
let your wrongly placed tears leave your face
they can live on my chest instead..

rest your fears on my darkest corner
from there I can easily protect you,

lay on me for a second
I like to feel your small trembles,
let yourself feel a little closer to home

quiet down for a moment,
let the tears dry up
your eyes carry so much pain
they don't allow you to see clearly when wet

kiddo, allow yourself to be you
life will never be easy
for this is not living,
but let every step you take under the ****** whisper of sorrows
testify to yourself, that despite everything
the demons cry to have you, because the can't

cold are the nights left behind
by a slow walk of thoughts,
lights in the dark like timid angels
that shine on your skin
made of pearls and stained dreams.

it feels upside down,
the hole in your soul,
it feels like a burning ***
of molten stone.

long are the nights left to live
they remind you and hunt you
for what once happen
and shall never repeat.

with everything left blank
in a bed made of sorrows,
depression and dust.
with everything left behind
looking for your next good day
and continues to be in the past.

but your smile brought you back
your timid and fearful smile,
looking for a guarding soul
the smile that cries,
because its without a purpose, lost.

and your eyes, the perfect paradise
where angels and demons
have found home.
where pain and hope,
lost a thousand battles
where my soul shines back at me
with a loss for words.

yet your smile will bring you back,
the smile that cries aloud
for someone to smile back.

your soul knows no bounds,
believe me I've seen it all...
your soul is not broken, it's simply lost.

Dee, darling... angel in disguise
how can you be so tender
with such a broken past?
how were you tailored
to shine so bright above the dusk?
where did you come from?
and where would you end up?

Your heart puts to shame
the bravest soldier from times past,
yet you hide behind,
every word you let others talk.

You have a diamond for a soul
so why cover it with coal dust,
you past is not your future Dee...
try not to treat it like a fact.

Oh... but I've seen it all
and I've seen inside you, darling
I've seen the diamond, that you no longer get to hide.
I've brushed away some of the darkness
that was blinding you shut.

So hold my hand now...
lets go back home,
trust me, would you?
so I can make you whole.

The tenderness of your heart, boosts my emotions
To alter my reality into a million other options.
The clarity of your iris, the expression of your big blue eyes,
The candlelight feeling, of your hands on mine.
Because you choose me, over all the rest
Because being able to be loved by many, you gave me the chance.
Your prince is who I am, but your king is who I get to be
You as my princess in a white long dress,
You next to me, in our kingdom we call fate.
Your passion, your love, you show me every day what I have lost
You, with your sincerity, and the purity in your soul
Allow me to see every night, what is like to fly.
The sweetness in your words, the innocent little imperfections
That makes for the perfect place for me to stay at.
And is only when I get to see you in the mornings,
Next to my arms, laying over my right hand,
I seat up to watch and observe and try to somehow
To make sense on why it is I get to get you.
My sweet **** white bunny, you make me happy like others could only wish for,
You give meaning to a life, filled with pain, lust and false hope,
Because you are the one for me and me for you,
It’s because I love you, because you took my heart
I took yours, because holding your hands I can finally feel calm.

Soft are your curves
A decadence in disguise,
A smooth tempting sin

Your skin like a dream
Dancing like they do in the ocean,
for with each touch
I melt, I pause and I imagine

you move like the waves,
God, Neptune must be insane!
to create such a beauty
from the droplets of the seas.

your eyes put to shame the Horizon
two timid looking stars in the distance,
marking a new path to sail on
for the wonderer kings
who only wish is to by you be touched.

your voice like a distant salty breeze,
perfumed by the mysteries
that hide in the deep deep sea
like an universe of sounds,
that compere to nothing Ive found.

for one day i wish I conquer
that which seems to be a queen,
the dancing queen of the ocean
for which my heart beats.

Silent words I whisper to you,
by the tongue of a writer
therapy to my heart
are the words by my hand.

To the world I gave my coldness
my glass full of hopeless intentions,
my doubts, my sorrow,
to you I gave tomorrow...

To the people I give
nothing but a box of smells
I mere reaction to the faction
I often carry around.
But to you I give today...

I scare you with my dedication
to you heart, soul and happiness
you spent a lifetime looking for me
and because I love you with passion
you hide, and run away
you turned our fantasy into a daily repetition of your past.

You cut my ropes
you've built inside me hopes,
you promised me the future
and gave me your pass wrapped in delusion.

You tell me you want this prince,
and you fully describe me,
yet I give you all that and more
and you push me out
and build in me a great remorse.

You believe that I need growing,
that my head is in the clouds
that I need to without you
become a more stable companion.

To that I laugh inside me,
you need to do the growing and the finding,
you claim you want this man
when all you expect is a puppet boy,
you say you want our love,
and each day you make us
a mirror of your old present.

Stop trying to make me less
just because that makes you comfortable,
exit out of your premediated safe zone
built by years of insecurities and control
and give in to us
even you said so yourself... we are soulmates,
stop molding us to your doubts.

I am grown,
I do know what I want, it just so happens to be you
no, this doesn't make me less of a man
this doesn't mean I don't know my heart,
it doesn't mean I need a life without you
to know how to be apart.

My love means that I desire you
that I finally have found you
the love of my life, the pocket for my heart
the only person in my life
for which I have ever and will ever
surrender my pride, and give my heart.

Dark were the nights
where my heart left the room,
a heart I lost to you
about eight months ago.

With every drop that reached the floor
a new part of me lost control,
for which I knew with certainty
it was you I just lost...

The nights by your side,
the long hours of talking about nothing
sitting in the porch
side by side to the lonely fountain.

That I had just lost
the person who I loved,
with whom I played with
every time my demons won.

That fight after fight
I poisoned you blind,
I shuttered your everlasting
sweet and pure brightness.

That the very thing I promised myself I wouldn't do
that, which I thought I knew I had control,
that for what I hate myself everyday
"that" won, and I've lost.

Somehow the angels looked down on me,
and saw truth in my cries,
they must of seen it...
saw how I became nothing,
how in my darkest moment
as you were leaving
and my soul was aching,
that if I didn't have you
I would have nothing.

The stars aligned once again,
I had you about 8 months ago,
I knew I didn't deserve you
I knew I had no worth
to be called your boyfriend or let alone, your love.
Now I get you again,
you saw something in me
and I think now I do too,
I see an immense love towards you
one I know I can't go without.

Your curves make my heart stop,
seeing you laying there
your pearl white skin
Like a canvas for my sins.

Your silhouette makes me tremble,
lost in the illusion of control
powerless, enslaved to your touch.
like a painter without a brush
I’m forced to used my fingers,
To explore your every inch
Every bit of skin that you let me have.

And then you kiss me,
What a marvelous temptation,
I switch from being intoxicated in love
to needing to have you in every angle.

Let me play with you slowly,
Like a musician playing piano
Over a late night hangover.
Let me inside you, let my fingers feel
Your every type of texture.
Let me hands run free...
Let my mouth eat you out of control.

Keep kissing me slowly,
your lips feel tender, and warm
pressed against mine, slightly open
I can taste your tongue
I can feel its timidness
wet and warm,
like your *****, when I play with it gentle.

Bring your mouth closer to me know,
Its time to feel it from a different angle,
kiss my body all the way down
until you have me inside you,
You do it so so slowly,
your mouth...
God I can feel you wet and **** mouth
Wrapped against my ****,
As you slowly go up and down
I get harder and less gentle.
Let me feel more of your throat,
I cant promise ill be careful,
Your tongue, playful
Matches the rest of you,
Especially in this form of paradise in heaven.

woman in white
dancing under the lights,
shy for a kiss
stopped and looked at me.

woman in white
your soul has no owner
the writes of your palms
paint the sky over my heart.

woman in white
dressed for me,
let me walk you down the isle
while you hold my hand.

woman in white
dance with me tonight,
let me draw your lines
with the color of my heart.