You don't need to rescue me,
I know myself well enough
to know I'm lost
Lost without cause.

You keep saying you love me,
but I cry out painless tears,
my blood is black
I'm rotten inside.

Love, is not I want to leave you
is just I can't live around you.

In, my darkest nights
I've felt better than a day in this hell,
You say you love,
yet you keeping putting me down,
yet you keep on changing me,
yet there you are
standing tall and denying my pain.

I once said I couldn't live without you,
and maybe this is my way of saying
I'm slowly dying.

At night I cry,
about what I've lived for a life.
I meant to tell you this sooner,
I just couldn't live with myself
for breaking your rude heart.

Love, I can't live
what I have left of pain,
I plan on enjoying it until I die
at least I'll know what it was like
to live without crying.

I leave foot marks where I walk,
the wind is my friend, as it makes disappear what wasn't there..
I become powder by the mill of your thoughts
bathing endlessly into a broken sand clock..

Relentlessly my mind grinds each thought of yesterday's spectrum.
I am not as calloused as I thought;
I stand whimpering in arctic cold
as I watch you ride off with my heart in your mouth.

I thought it meant something when you closed the door,
the happiness I thought I had, blistered like acid on gold..
yet how effortless you put your words into thoughts
how you pick me up with your kisses...
while stepping on me with your heart..

And still you sing with passion dripping from your lips
when like a hungry wolf you devour what I give;
pieces of me scattered at your feet.
My hummingbird heart has slowed its beat.
I run in search of heat but then I remember you also hold the power to revive me.
What are you, angel or demon!

Little angel,
I love your smile, your heart.
I love how you are partially mine,
I look at you and find instant love
love I know never fades, love I know for long.

My little thing,
I held you in my hands,
And with a shaky but firm hold
I welcomed you to this world.

I loved you from the first time you were mine,
I knew then what it felt to live and die,
I looked in your eyes since then,
And knew how I know now
How you are my everything,
My all.

Son, I wish I could hold you forever,
tell you everything is fine,
I wish life didn't take turns that makes us cry.
I wish my life never hurt you,
that my tears and mistakes
never thought you wrong.

My happiness,
Though you are too little to understand,
I’ll try and make you see,
That even through pain and hell
I’ll love you and care for you
Please never forget.

My little angel,
I love your all.
For you I'll live a better life,
for you I cry every morning
and smile at night.

My little baby,
I love you now and forever,
and even when I can't see you
or talk to you at night,
even when the world makes it hard to stay by your side
I want you to know I need you,
I miss you every second you are not around
and as my heart plunges,
please know you are mine.

If love is what you are looking for,
tired of chasing lost paths,
or tired of looking in the past.

If love is what you need,
feeling like life is a dream,
loving to wake up in the morning
to make love until dawn.

If in love is what you are missing,
the need of feeling dizzy,
the hope of feeling warm,
or the soft touch of your soul.

If it is love what you want,
I could be the prince in your dreams,
the soldier in your conflicts
or the cause of sleepless nights.

If in love is what you want to be,
I could make you lose control,
together we can dream of life
or simply enjoy it by my side.

If it is in fact love,
I could make you feel warm, on cold nights
I’d take your breath away with my every kiss,
I would make you fall in love
if it’s the last dream I get to have.

At night, when the stars are awake
I live a moment of silent,
for the angels that died
To make you mine.

At night, when the stars look down
I create a moment in time,
Holding your hands tightly
I drift away into the sunrise.

At night, when the stars are mine
I name every one of them
After a part of your body,
And your heart I call the moon
for it's there to give me light
Now and every night after.

Tonight I call you mine
Because you are my princess
My timeless blessing,
My strength, love and enlightenment.
Tonight the stars look less bright,
For tonight I don't have
Your candid warmth,
Your breath on my chest or
Whats even worse...
I don't have you close to me
To hold you until nightfall.

I loved you once and felt like a lot
of movements in my heart that took me home
where my love laid down
in a pillow of passion, pains and soft
wishes that went through my head
spinning in circles, searching for your lips
tender and delicious
like a drop of wine in a night full of blissful
memories, moments, treats of the air
that touched your skin
and came back to rest...
I loved you once before and knew with certainty
there was nowhere else to go
to show the world I was finally in love
with the angel who took me whole
pieces of hope, found a home to stay
because when I thought I couldn't love you more
you showed me a different shade
of everything I knew was true
you showed me a new level of truth
for which I knew the moment I looked in your eyes
full of a wish come true
that the moment in which I thought I loved you
was put to shame
with how much I now do!

Take me nowhere,
where the heart begins
to last and live forever
where pain cease to exist.
Where two souls became one,
is where I want to live.

Sensual lines,
like waves of sin
that form your skin
inch by inch.

If you go away from my touch
I'll consume in desperation,
I'll chase your scent
til you are back in my arms.

My destination, your mouth
my intentions aren't pure,
you make my mind high
and my body loose control
and gain all desire.

Aroused by your every thought,
down there, rock hard
waiting to penetrate you
hard, soft and gently.

Angel of mine,
you made me your slave
the moment that
for the first time
I lost my mind.

Steal every bit of your breath,
as we rock our bodies
letting the night unfold.

Just spent my whole life
searching for to have you,
and just when I think I get you
you stub me in the heart,
while you laugh at me...

Long are the nights when you are gone,
from my mind and my soul,
long are the moments I don't have you
because when you are here
I don't go away...

Dark ones chase me,
to the ground, cold
cold are the whispers
from your lonely eyes
when they open...

In search of you
I spent most of my life
I thought I had you,
but you are again gone...

Sanity please come back,
I need you again,
my heart and my mind
lost in the mist of winter
ask for you, while crying a love song...

Raw love equals raw feelings,
the downside of it is,
the person you love most,
also happens to be who can hurt you worse.

Love despite popular belief,
isn't a fairy tale, because fairy tales end
where love is everlasting
and life without it is a disaster.

Love and hurt come hand in hand,
for which the moment you can't hurt me
means you've lost me.

I'm not mad or crazy, at the emptiness of the glass
I believe things mean something when it matters not..
Your eyes for example, serve as a pool of hope
but is only when I'm drunk, that I wish them gone.
Gone from the darkness I call life, like a breeze of cold air
when you cry to me at night, and I listen during the day..
nothing keeps repeating in my mind,
a light shines through what I can only think is dust..
everything, I mean everything is falling apart,
only I listen to my heart.
I learned when I was dying, that life is short..
that nothing means everything, when you have lost.