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The anger surrounding me
Taking over what seems to be everything,
Whats the point?
Whats the point on being nice?
If after every minute
Im last in the race…
Tailored to protect and love
Hammered to hurt and be alone.
Im loosing
Loosing myself again
Loosing everyone again
Im loosing again,
There must be a different way
I don’t want to feel
I don’t agree with life
Or rather life
Doesn’t seem to agree with me…
Then so be it,
If we aren’t getting alone the leave me
Life, just please leave me…
Not sure if its your scent
Might be your sense of humor
Tho Im sure it could be
The way you feel.

Cant quite make it
Why you look at me the way you do,
Why you shy up when I look back
Or how you rock when we kiss.

Cant take it apart
I just cant pick a favorite part.

Is it the way you smile?
Or the voices you make
To match the emotions
When you talk about things.

Or is it maybe your touch
The sensation of your skin?
The way you hold my hands
Or how your fingers dance over my skin.

Cant take it apart
I just cant decide which side of you
Makes me happier
I had a dream about you
You touched me and held me close,
The curtains were wide open
I could see the ****** trail from here.

Sleeping into the fire
Like a forgotten thought,
A lost train, or a broken sword
Sleeping while awake
You tear me apart and away
Sleeping into nothingness
Quiet and alone.

I had a dream about me
I was holding you close
I could taste your lips
Pressed against my neck

Sleeping into the fire
Like a cloud about to rain,
A path to nowhere, an unwritten poem.
Sleeping while awake
You tear me apart and away
Sleeping into nothingness
Like a lost thought.

I had a dream about
It was about….
Love, not sure if it was you on the dream
You wore a crown of pain,
I was there,
holding together the pieces that fell
From your bouquet of sorrows.
Im not sure if it was me in the dream,
You were there…
Sleeping away into the fire
Like a used piece of paper…
I had a dream, my love
You and I were ashes in the corner
Of a broken dream, a hollow wish.
Die

I want you dead,
dead like you left me

save me

from that of who I am
from what I have become

hold me

close to your sharp sword
ready to cut me, into a million words

forgive me

from what I'm yet to do
I promise I'll mean every part of it, too.

die

now and everyday after that
go to hell and visit
but write when you get back.
A thousand bricks
and a hundred swords
the crumble from the dust
serves as a testament
of the broken wall.

where did my wall go,
sitting down in a pile of dust
I feel alone... exposed,
no longer covered
by a 10 feet tall crumbling wall.
cold are the nights left behind
by a slow walk of thoughts,
lights in the dark like timid angels
that shine on your skin
made of pearls and stained dreams.

it feels upside down,
the hole in your soul,
it feels like a burning ***
of molten stone.

long are the nights left to live
they remind you and hunt you
for what once happen
and shall never repeat.

with everything left blank
in a bed made of sorrows,
depression and dust.
with everything left behind
looking for your next good day
and continues to be in the past.

but your smile brought you back
your timid and fearful smile,
looking for a guarding soul
the smile that cries,
because its without a purpose, lost.

and your eyes, the perfect paradise
where angels and demons
have found home.
where pain and hope,
lost a thousand battles
where my soul shines back at me
with a loss for words.

yet your smile will bring you back,
the smile that cries aloud
for someone to smile back.

your soul knows no bounds,
believe me I've seen it all...
your soul is not broken, it's simply lost.

Dee, darling... angel in disguise
how can you be so tender
with such a broken past?
how were you tailored
to shine so bright above the dusk?
where did you come from?
and where would you end up?

Your heart puts to shame
the bravest soldier from times past,
yet you hide behind,
every word you let others talk.

You have a diamond for a soul
so why cover it with coal dust,
you past is not your future Dee...
try not to treat it like a fact.

Oh... but I've seen it all
and I've seen inside you, darling
I've seen the diamond, that you no longer get to hide.
I've brushed away some of the darkness
that was blinding you shut.

So hold my hand now...
lets go back home,
trust me, would you?
so I can make you whole.
Dedicated to an angel, she just doesn't see it yet.
Time is slowing down now,
what made sense before
is just but a scramble now
a pile of dark thoughts and memories.

I know you know,
when it feels light
when it doesn't bother you no more
is the end of the line.

A disassociation of logic
a broken gap of corrupted reality,
what used to matter
will soon have no weight left.

Surrounded by a world
where thousands of eyes look past me,
demons inside my veins
******* what little I have left to give.

I think I figured out a way to stop it all
maybe death is not a solution
but a path to walk and embrace.
sweet sweet death, my old fantasy
my karma, my surrendered companion.

My eyes hurt from crying
my soul has now left,
my soul has now left...
it feels so light now.

The time is close now,
I can feel the reliving sense of it ending,
I drove myself here
God, I wish I would've never left.

The shame of it is now gone
it matters no more
the time slows down every time
when will the blade take this away from me?
when will the bullet rip through my heart?
when will this end, and start the painless path?
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