Dark were the nights
where my heart left the room,
a heart I lost to you
about eight months ago.
With every drop that reached the floor
a new part of me lost control,
for which I knew with certainty
it was you I just lost...
The nights by your side,
the long hours of talking about nothing
sitting in the porch
side by side to the lonely fountain.
That I had just lost
the person who I loved,
with whom I played with
every time my demons won.
That fight after fight
I poisoned you blind,
I shuttered your everlasting
sweet and pure brightness.
That the very thing I promised myself I wouldn't do
that, which I thought I knew I had control,
that for what I hate myself everyday
"that" won, and I've lost.
Somehow the angels looked down on me,
and saw truth in my cries,
they must of seen it...
saw how I became nothing,
how in my darkest moment
as you were leaving
and my soul was aching,
that if I didn't have you
I would have nothing.
The stars aligned once again,
I had you about 8 months ago,
I knew I didn't deserve you
I knew I had no worth
to be called your boyfriend or let alone, your love.
Now I get you again,
you saw something in me
and I think now I do too,
I see an immense love towards you
one I know I can't go without.