sky is not a limit for me
because i have no limit for myself in life
because life is a world full of risk taking and possibilities
there is no reality except in action
i have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma
a harmless enigma
that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it
as though it had an underlying truth

who knows what tomorrow brings?
not me
not god
not statistics
not anyone
not anything
what's meant to be
will happen

i crave you
you are an eternity away
i crave you
you're a sometimes lover
i crave you
you're a million miles away
i crave you
i'm left alone

i.
i only wanted a fix
we both needed each other
helpless and broken
an eternal recurrence
two years and nothing to show for it
a dead end

ii.
i understood
that i could not have you
you never knew
or noticed
or cared
there's more to come but i simply
do not know

iii.
my sweet lullaby
my crutch and my kyrptonite
too young to know
a seedling of doubt and
a well of hope

you and i will survive
we will keep strong
it may never end
but we won't stop fighting
the fire inside is forever alive