sky is not a limit for me
because i have no limit for myself in life
because life is a world full of risk taking and possibilities
there is no reality except in action
i have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma
a harmless enigma
that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it
as though it had an underlying truth

i.
i only wanted a fix
we both needed each other
helpless and broken
an eternal recurrence
two years and nothing to show for it
a dead end

ii.
i understood
that i could not have you
you never knew
or noticed
or cared
there's more to come but i simply
do not know

iii.
my sweet lullaby
my crutch and my kyrptonite
too young to know
a seedling of doubt and
a well of hope

who knows what tomorrow brings?
not me
not god
not statistics
not anyone
not anything
what's meant to be
will happen

i crave you
you are an eternity away
i crave you
you're a sometimes lover
i crave you
you're a million miles away
i crave you
i'm left alone

you and i will survive
we will keep strong
it may never end
but we won't stop fighting
the fire inside is forever alive