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Mar 2016 · 404
Without You
Being with you terrifies me,
Because your a constant reminder that I could lose you
A reminder of my mortality
But if you left it would feel like immortality

I love you too much
But sometimes not enough
And that's why I fear that you'll disappear
Just like in my nightmares

If you left, your memory would crash around in my heart
Until I could no longer take it
And it shattered into millions of little pieces
So badly that, no matter how hard I tried, I would never be whole again

It would be just like Humpty Dumpty
But only if he was pushed
And jumped on afterwards
Dead. But with a beating heart

Without you I would live my days out
Like a sunken skeleton city
Empty and lost
But not wanting to be found
Mar 2016 · 621
BLACK ROSES
I'm the thorn between the roses
The outcast
But I love the misfits
The thorns

But they think that were the roses
Black roses
And they're the thorns
We are a black rose society

And the black roses sing into my mind
And my soul shivers at the beautiful rhythm
As it penetrates my heart
And sends goosebumps through out my long arms

The same arms that I pick the roses with
But I cant keep them because they are a sweet reminder
That even the prettiest things are always dark
And that eventually we all wither away and die

Weather it be slow and painful
Or quick and painless
Deaths long, bony fingers
Finds his way around everybody's sorry neck in the end

Black roses like black things
They are attracted to dark people
And our own dark monstrous souls,
We are monsters weather we choose it or not

We are all capable of seeing the truth
Some just cover their eyes
But I sense the sickness inside of people
When they can't even see it themselves

I will not be blinded by what people want me to see
They lie to us by painting the roses a bright and cheerful color
But if you wipe away the paint
We're all a black rose.
Mar 2016 · 2.2k
A Generation
A generation* who cares more about their phones, then whose running for prime minster.
A generation who cares more about them selves then the thousands of dying children.
A generation who refuses to take responsibility for their actions.
A generation who cares more about their make up then their grades and who would rather ruin our planet then preserve it.
A generation that accepts ******.
A generation that can't look after them selves.
A generation that is money driven and drug ******.
A generation that refuses to look after their children and raise them properly.
A generation, not worth **remembering.
Mar 2016 · 399
Non-Returned love
My heart is yearning for your love
I don't know why I still love you
After you shattered my Life
Like a hammer to a glass window

I love you with everything I have
Even though it's not much
I promise to make you happy
Or at least try too

I will try harder
Whatever you need
Just please
Don't go back to her

I don't care that you don't love me
Just please don't leave me
I can't survive without you
Even though you wouldn't even miss me

I'm so sorry that I cried when you hit me
I know that you're just trying too keep me in line
I won't say a word to anyone
I can cover up the bruises

NO, please I love you
Please put it down
STOP!
I'm bleeding......
Mar 2016 · 517
HI I'M A SLUT
You tell me that you love me,
And that you'll be here forever
But I know that, that's a lie that's,  burning through your pocket,
like a  red hot ember

I know guys like you,
You'll say whatever you need,
To try and steal my innocence
But hey girls belong on their knees

You called me a ***** and a frigid
Because I wouldn't let you between my legs,
But you already labelled my body as yours
I'm your property and I need to get through my head

Now you call me a **** and a *****
Because i do what you asked me too,
A girl just can't win these days
So I'll just get down and blow you

Well guess what sir ,
I'm done with doing things for you
My body was a temple,
Until I let you through

You disrespected me,
And treated me like trash
Burnt away all of my goodness,
And left me abominated like ash

I used to be a lady,
But now you've turned me to a monster
So I'm finally gonna say it
*******, were over.
Dec 2015 · 701
My demons
Beautiful people can have  hideous  souls
That's if they have souls at all

But I believe that some people have multiple souls
Or Demons as others like to say

My Demons are so evil
Always whispering in my ear

But they tuck me in at night and
Give me a goodnight kiss

They take care of me
When I have nobody else

I tell them all my secrets
And they promise not to tell

But I better not tell you anymore
Because they can hear it all

Even though I speak highly of them
They might not understand

Their grip around my neck will tighten
If I don't follow they're every command

So I'm off now, there's someone they don't like
So I'll handle their ***** work, in the shadows of the night......
Oct 2015 · 268
Prisoner
Every day of my life
Is the exact same
As the day before it

The same people
Doing the same things
Treating me the same way

All day I smile and talk to people
And tell them I'm doing fine
I can't tell them the truth
Because I'm no longer mine

I don't feel bad for Lying to them
Imagine if I told the truth
Because people think mental illness
Is nothing because they don't have proof

But how do you tell someone
That every second that your breathing
Your wishing that you weren't
Because life is a fire
And hope just gets you burnt

Eventually you'll stop crying
And and you'll heart will always hurt
Your body will shut down
While your eyes refuse to shut

Your brain will not stop thinking
About every little thing
While insomnia cradles you
And anxiety takes over

Soon enough your body will be exhausted
And everything is an effort
So you just sit there and think
About every single word you've said

Depression locked me in its cage and through away the key
Now I just sit here
And think about what I could have been.
Sep 2015 · 249
Oblivion
Time has stopped and you can feel every miller second passing by you blowing the hair off your face as they tick away into oblivion and you know that it's time.
You watch him get closer though now he's just a tiny little spec in the distance but soon enough he's standing in front you and he looks you dead in the eyes and holds your face gently; he wipes away a stray tear from your eyes and says your name.
You breath out in the silent air and think about the way he said your name and how it came out so perfect and flawlessly like it was the only word he'd known.
"Are you ready" he says clutching your hands tighter
"Yes" you reply closing your eyes and wiating;
you feel the cold metal against your pale, soft skin.
Then you wake up
it has only been about two seconds  but it felt like hours you stood there and looked into that beautiful mans eyes. When you realise your awake you pull the trigger and fade off into oblivion...
Aug 2015 · 303
Death
Living is my biggest fear
And fear controls our lives
So I would just be better off
If I don't even try to survive

Life is a mess that we can't clean up
Or fire we can't put out
So sit there and let the flames consume you
Because no one cares if you scream or shout

No one in the whole wide world
Has your back except for you
So protect yourself no matter what
And do what you've got to do

But me on the other hand
Well I'm sick of trying
Sick of all these tears
And always god ****** crying

Sick of people hugging me
And telling me I must be strong
Well sorry for the confusion
And correct me if I'm wrong

But you don't feel what I feel
Or know the **** I know
So back the hell away from me
Because at pain I'm the pro

When death comes after me
I'll be there waiting
With all my bags packed
Because if living was a job
Life would have given me the sack

I'm not afraid of dying
And I know I'll go in grace
That's why I'll  wait for my dying breath
So I can leave this god awful place.
Aug 2015 · 942
My bestfriend
The words just don't exist,
To describe my feelings for you,
The day you tell me you love me
Is the day my dreams will come true

My love is strong and unbreakable
And that's a solmen vow
I'm so god ****** in love with you
yet I still don't understand how

How did It come I'd  fall for you
Because I didn't even know I was falling
I can't bare the thought of not have you
So much that it's become galling

The extent of my love,will last forever
and it will never end
I just wish you would love me back,
And more then a bestfriend
Aug 2015 · 2.5k
To My Secret Love
I'll pour my heart out again
For you my one and and only,
I need you in my life
Because I'd be forever lonely.

You're  my unknown love,
But well known in my heart
Because every second you're  away
I can't bare to be apart

You're  my special, secret love
And I wish you knew just how I felt,
Because whenever were together
I can feel my heart start to melt

I do not have the words
To tell you how I feel
But I know for sure,
That they are very, very real.

I'm  just so god ****** grateful
For every second that we spend,
but my secret love, the day I stop loving you,
is the day my life will end.
The soldiers are bravely marching
They're hearts beating like a drum,
Up and over the trenches running at
Turk machine guns.
The survivers looked all around
And as far as they could see
We're Aussie soldiers death bound
Who risked their lives for me.
Not just for me, or even us
But for this big beautiful place,
We love to call our country.
I am proud to be Australian
As were our Aussie troops,
For their blood is my blood,
Forever Australian.
Aug 2015 · 332
I Love You
I Love you,
Can be interpreted in lots of different ways,
Like when I'm thinking about you
And my heart goes into a craze
So the words don't come out right,
And I get all flustered and red
All because you looked at me.
The words that went unsaid,
Still break my heart today,
Because instead of saying hello
I Love You is what I wished to say.
Aug 2015 · 284
Love Is...
Love is the way the heavens love the stars,
And the soil loves the grass.

Love is the way the birds love to sing,
And the sand loves the waves.

Love is the way the sky loves the clouds,
And a parents embrace.

Love is the way the fish love the water,
And the bees love the honey.

Love is the way I feel about you,
And how I can't seem to stop.
#offthetopofmyhead
Aug 2015 · 426
Just A Girl
When I see you,
My heart literally skips a beat
The way you smile, with that glimmer in your eyes,
seriously makes me weak.
The sound of your voice
Makes every worry disappear.
I love the way you made me fall in love,
And when your with me, I have no fear,
Of anything but losing you,
Beacause without you I'm just a girl,
Who used to be in love.
Aug 2015 · 703
The Dearest Day
My hearts in so much pain,
And I don't know what to do.
The pain is unbearable,
Because I'm hopelessly in love with you
I only wish that, that dearest day will come,
When your heart opens up,
And it beats like a drum
To the same rhythm, of mine
And you fall hopelessly in love
Forever and for the rest of time.
#firstattempt #inlove #followme

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