I gaze into the sun
Unaware of the adverse effects
That begin to unfold in my body
Yet I’m carefree and gaze more

Yes, the bright star hurts my eyes
But the stellar glow,
Keeps my eyes affixed

Others around me warn me
They say that I’ll go blind
Yet I’m carefree and gaze on

Deeply intuitive to every glistening ray
For to miss such a splendor
Would be a worse fate
Than losing sight

When will it be my turn?
To feel carefree and happy
When will it be my turn?
To be charmed by my prince
When will it be my turn?
To exert my passion in color on canvas
When will it be my turn?
To be envied for my being
When will it be my turn?
To see it all fall down
When will it be my turn?
To fear to loathe
To understand why life is a *****
When will it be my turn?
To succeed, overcome, and feel alive
And rid myself of the “when”
And make it an “It Will”
Because it will be my turn someday

Eyes like the night
                                                                ­                Engulfing my entirety
Body and soul
I wander around your body
Can you hear me?
Whispering sweet nothings upon your ear
Can you feel my delicate fingers caressing you?
Can you feel my footsteps upon your heart?

I am here for an everlasting eternity
Finding a way to get closer to you
Uncovering your soul, your being
Until I satisfy my lust to have you

How eagerly I trot around you
Can you feel me?
I’m here, I’m there, I’m all around
Pouring emotions all around
From my own soul
Can you feel me?

When will you find me?
And give me what I desire
When will you release me from my cage?
For I’ve had enough now
I want you,
Forever together, my blazed trail in your body and mind
And you’re in mine, our hearts one
Together as one
For it is only I that can fill your void
And only you can fill mine
We love, laugh, and live as one another
Forever in yours and mine
Everlasting eyes

I saw you standing there
And suddenly became blind
The darkness seemed so infinite
Yet it was a darkness I knew
I grasped it in search of something
Real, something of substance
Still I found nothing
I called through the seemingly endless end
Hoping for any answer,
Whether it be the dark or myself, calling back
Being alone never suits anyone’s fancy
Still I find myself alone
Just my thoughts and I traveling
Through an endless state of loneliness
And yet there you stand, still
A vivid image of what I wish I had
With one hand at your side and the other
Reaching, reaching, through the dark
Awaiting the time my misguided hand will find yours
Through it all

But here I sit, all alone, searching
With only my will to lead me on
Through the familiar darkness