The black cloud swirls around me,
slowly seeping into every crevice of my body.
Pain? Nothing more is this.
What is to become of me now?
Blood trickling down warm flesh and bone, neatly packaged.
Our world of reality pulsing towards the final end.
Fluttering on the edge of sanity.
Loving all................
Hating all................
Dreams of green and yellow fields,
Shallow pits in the corner of a black desolate plane.
Self mutilation merging into blissful pleasure.
The shrine of emotion is fraying.
Racing minds blurring,
Fading into the fade itself.
Dawn of the forthcoming.
Screaming alone.
Shimmering bursts of bright red walls,
Splattered...............
Decaying helplessly.
I crawl into a slumber,
To which I will never wake.
Spurts of wheezing,
Aching...........
Torn from flapping jaws of the innocent.
Craving nothing but pure,piercing lust.
Sacred amblers of unity entering the empty nothing,
Meandering through the halls of happy smothering.
A life submitting to fear.
You must escape this world,
Once swallowed by hallucinations of yesterday.
copyrighted 2002. I was 17 and very lost in life, love, and practically everything. Enjoy.