mj - Hello Poetry

mj Feb 2014

them.

it's funny how
you meet these people and
they make you laugh hysterically
and they give you hope
and make you feel so special
and they make you forget
and realize how much it is
worth to be living.
and when you are with them
and around them,
they make you feel
like there is nothing
else in the world.

{m.j.}

mj Feb 2014

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dear god baby,
just tell me you love me.
that's all i ask.
i repeat your name in my head for hours,
thinking about you until the sun goes down
in the east,
then comes up
in the west.
i can't deal with the way
you just sit there and
ignore my "i love you"'s.
it *****.
it really does, but i just put on a smile
to satisfy you.

{m.j.}

mj Feb 2014

i don't care.

i loved you a lot.
i still do.
but you have changed.
and i know you know that i know
that you are a different person.
you sleep with random girls
and you ran away with my heart.
i don't think i will get it back. because it is
unreal.
my heart is unreal and
so are you.
you are,
because you had promised never to leave me.
yet you did.
nice to know cared.
now i really don't.

{m.j.}

mj Jan 2014

4am

Is is literally four a.m.
And I am texting you
Right now at this very
Moment. I asked you
What was on your mind
But you said nothing.
And all you asked me in
Return was "And you?"
But I didn't have the
Heart to say
"You."

{m.j.}

mj Jan 2014

him.

his name is Franco.
he gets me.
we laugh and he pokes me
and throws me in the air while
we listen to old indie songs from the 90's.
he eats ice cream with me and we
watch
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
together and he doesn't make fun of me
for watching it.
he listens to me and we play wrestle on my couch
on Sunday mornings after he takes me to church.
i think he is the one i will marry.
i can tell him anything and he is right there,
holding me.
i love him more than the stars above
us in the sky.

mj Jan 2014

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i realized that this is a place where
sad people with
sad minds and
sad lives
come to write about their
sad thoughts.
and they think that
their lives
are messed up,
but they aren't.
their lives are
completely and utterly
perfect.
it just takes that one special person
to see past
all that sadness one obtains
from the world.

{m.j.}

mj Jan 2014

What Happened.

ive been gone for a while.
some would say that i had died,
but i havent.
im still here,
listening to your laugh,
watching you smile,
hearing you cry out
with joy.
im watching you do
all these things
that i had once
made you do.

{m.j.}