I just keep telling Me. "Its only getting better" -"3x"- when its not.

     Every day i tell myself.........i will finnaly find my soul.

Such a lonly ****** up place, where the women carry mase..

Deep inside this box somewhere, i finnaly found my soul.

   I dust it off, an use it up, what ealse must i do.

With a lonely ****** up soul like you, its the only thing to do.

   Maybe wright these ****** up words i say. Become something more one day?

Ha what a joke i say, with a lonely soul he may, Never be nothing more they say.
just a ****** that will pay, what ever comes his way.

just another ****** up day.. why cant it go away? Because i stuck to my soul, guns an all i roll.

Blacked out, hear me laugh out. "Im just another fool."

I can Not pay myself, much less me or you. If i could, i would.

beat myself away from you. just to save you two, from the struggle that i go threw just another fail.

  What more can i give an take, when i have nothing more to make? Such an angry soul i tired to give it way

  Take it back or let me pay. just to give it way.

Tired of trying, feeling like im dieing. truely wish that i was lieing.

no money to spare, not even a dime, to bad noone will read my ryhme.

If you only knew the struggle i go threw.  

would you turn back time for me or you? Fix my pain or cause more shame?

knowing im as low as you. Sinner is my name, busting vesels in my brain trying to get away.

Why must you follow me? Night an day i pray, Lay awake an say never again will i pay. Like i did today.

Oh you dont know me? then let me explain something real quick. Stand the **** up, or sit down, i dont give a ****, im game. Dont bring **** to my house, or i will stand up. Im am from the skum, of the skum at the bottom of the sea. My last name represents me i am a williams as you see.

By the way this is the york in me, do not **** with thee. crazy ******* wrighting this you see.............

I have been a ***, i have sat on my thumb i am a fan of neither one. Keep running your mouth? i am from the south. I will put you in the ground...

May we all rest sound, for the women an children are safe an home bound. Do not worry for me, i am safe as well.  satisfied that i sent you to hell, ive been there an back sevral times.

Take me with you homie, for i am down to ride. Live or die ******* its time you deside.

Could not even **** myself the blood that would have pourd i could not even clean. Cut my thoat an leave me lay, hip hip hurry everyone would say.

The wife come home there is no sound what would she have done? Keep the kids outside, please dont let them see my lifeless limbs. hang from me mangled on the ground Bleeding so profound. Let me die in peace i say lead my kids away.

Do not let them see the pain i do today where my life is worth more when i lay kife to my throat let me pay for life is worthless anyway