I SIT IN THE SILENECE
HOLDING THE TEARS
SMILING FROM OUTER
WITH FACES OF FEAR

I AM POSSIBLY BITTING MY TOUNGUE
TO HOLD THE WORDS THAT ARE STRANGLED DOWN MY THROAT

IF ONLY SHE COULD SEE
THE POSSIBLE HUMAN I WANT TO BE
I’LL SET MY EMOTIONS FREE
THE WORLD MIGHT NOT AGREE

I WON’T SCRATCH MY PAST
AND SLEEP TIGHT AT LAST

"it is not necessary that you always have a future plan sometimes future also plans something for you"

wouldn't it be magical
you in a tux and me in a pair of heels
dancing on the floor at this late hour
in his hands all i see is a mayflower
"you remembered" i said
&
he nodded in a YES

A “HELLO” FROM YOU AND I WAS SHAKING
I DUG MY FEET INTO MY HEELS
WITH MY TOES CURLED
HOW COULD THIS BE ANYTHING BUT LOVE

WITH A BIG SIGH AND A HOPE IN MY EYE
I MOVED ONTO HIM BITTING MY LIPS
TRYING NOT TO LOOK THAT DESPERATE
BUT HE’S HIM

I SEE YOU AND MY HEART SWINGS BACK TO YOU
I CLENCH MY FIST, BITE MY LIPS
STAND ON TIPS, MY HEART SKIPS
HOW COULD THIS BE ANYTHING BUT LOVE

THOSE DOE EYES OF YOURS,
THE  LOVE THAT CURES,
THE HEART THAT POURS,
I WANT YOU TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES
AND SAY:
THIS IS CAN BE ANYTHING BUT NOT LOVE