I adore you
Devour you
I love it when you ignore me
Except for
The pretty little pink girl
You tinker with
Pinky with
Haven't you seen your TV?
It's gray and foggy
From the lack of waves
And pure vision it catches your eyes with
I hoped you come around
Waiting for you
Like how the Earth revolves around the sun
The difference with you is you never came back
Like how you treat someone as a ghost

We are all in black and white,
Can't you see?
I can't understand the colors beyond me
I will never understand those who are before me
Talking and laughing
Never seeming to notice me

I don't cry
I don't mourn
I just simply don't understand
How those can simply ignore the obvious that I see?

Near the ocean
We will once meet
By then the waters gone
From the day before

I will be in groups of people
Always feeling out of place
I just rather be by myself
Is it really that hard for someone
To talk to me when I need it the most?
No wonder we are all so depressed
Even the strangest people we know don't talk
Then how you expect the conversation to start?

We should be in one
Atoms are in one
Atoms should be in one
How else are they going to survive and thrive?
It's not that different from us
We feel so alone and different
But, we are all interconnected
We have just forgotten about it along the way
We try to be different, for what?

Grabbing the child by its head
Interconnecting technologies
Burned our brains to our core
All gray, ash in the air
We are dead
We are dead!
Says the radio...

No one knows what they want
No one talks to each other
They take the digital connections
They live away, away
Grey and dull as always
I guess life is really that unbearable

Friended people makes you want to leave
To earn a right to freedom
And through it all you were fine
Just look back and mourn for what didn't exist
Makes you feel stupid
Must it be this world I live in for this?

I walk around and see people with strings attached to them
I am the only one that's normal
They seem dead to me
They repeat the same things
I look around and expect change
A possibility for action to be made
But nothing
I walk around and it all seems like a cemetery
Of spirits thinking they are alive

Words can't describe
The physicalness of our love
I love you
So dearly
We were meant to be
Just seeing you makes my whole day
When will it be another day for our encounter?
I don't care what people say
Or what you think
All I know is there's one love in this life
A love that can't be replaced
No matter how much I try
I can't stop thinking about you
Standing in my room
Listening to my favorite songs
There's no way for you to slip out of my mind
My dear, my dear, I love you
And even if you doubt yourself
I will always do
Through heaven and hell
I will always do
For my sweet dear deserves everything
Even in its gloomy days
I love you
And there's no possible way to ever describe it correctly

If I had walked in
I would have seen
What would be possible
Felt and experienced
It's covered in darkness
To whom one would ignore
If light were to shine
Crazy miracles would occur
Only the bravest
Would do such a thing
And the shy live in regret
For despair is not easy to forget

It's always closed
Just like our love
On days, it's open
So our love
But so I wish
It was always open
Our love is failing
And yet so easy to repair
Just open the doors
That is hard to find reason

The fresh sun beams down
Days go by
The weather worsens
The white houses in this corner
Stays the same
No one comes
No one leaves
Only silence can know
Life goes on outside these streets
Yet, no one visits the
Isolated corner

I stay awake
Waiting for you to come back
But I was too tired
So I went to sleep
If only I wasn’t tired
I could have had a good talk
With you
Can’t you see
That I want to talk to you
More
Hang out with you
More
You're the only one that I have met
That feels that came from heaven
Even part of me feels
That you're my soulmate
But it doesn't take away from the fact
That we can’t be lovers
We're friends
Only that
Nothing more

I just want someone near me
To be my friend
A very, very, close friend
What does it take
For that to be?
In a million years, I never
Thought it would be this way
I mourn and cry to be held by
By someone else
When will that fateful day
Will arrive?
I hope that people won't have
To deal with the pain I bear

I will see you next summer
And when you come back
I'll be gone
Don't miss me, nor kiss me
Neither hug me
I won't care no more
The memories are fading
Or at least I be praying
Don't you ever
Come near my house
I will be fading
Or at least I be pretending

In my dreams
I will be seeing you
I love you for the very last time
I see you again someplace else

I stared at the abandoned castle
With a great sadness in my heart.
In its ruined state, there was proof
Of long forgotten greatness.

What happened inside those walls,
I slowly forgot
As the wind ate at its walls
And time ate at my memory
I let nothing eat at my heart

I could never forget what I once felt
The happiness and the pain
I felt inside those walls,
I yearn for those days when they stood tall

the white castle stairs
holy skies
house in
the fair lady
the ******
they went through her
the holy grail
her delusion
didn’t save her
from the atrocities
that served
in her place

now she frets
for
she has been
exposed to mother nature
she crumbles
helpless
ever so dissolving
finding her hero
to save her
from herself
before
her wrath
comes into foreplay

girl in pink
so beautiful and carefree
goes to place to place
smiling so endlessly
wonder where you came from
to trace back
where you are so free
only to hope
i don't get overdosed
by your spell
now tell me
are you free?
or are you deviant?
the waters here are different
but not your kind