I stay awake
Waiting for you to come back
But I was too tired
So I went to sleep
If only I wasn’t tired
I could have had a good talk
With you
Can’t you see
That I want to talk to you
More
Hang out with you
More
You're the only one that I have met
That feels that came from heaven
Even part of me feels
That you're my soulmate
But it doesn't take away from the fact
That we can’t be lovers
We're friends
Only that
Nothing more

I just want someone near me
To be my friend
A very, very, close friend
What does it take
For that to be?
In a million years, I never
Thought it would be this way
I mourn and cry to be held by
By someone else
When will that fateful day
Will arrive?
I hope that people won't have
To deal with the pain I bear

I will see you next summer
And when you come back
I'll be gone
Don't miss me, nor kiss me
Neither hug me
I won't care no more
The memories are fading
Or at least I be praying
Don't you ever
Come near my house
I will be fading
Or at least I be pretending

In my dreams
I will be seeing you
I love you for the very last time
I see you again someplace else

I stared at the abandoned castle
With a great sadness in my heart.
In its ruined state, there was proof
Of long forgotten greatness.

What happened inside those walls,
I slowly forgot
As the wind ate at its walls
And time ate at my memory
I let nothing eat at my heart

I could never forget what I once felt
The happiness and the pain
I felt inside those walls,
I yearn for those days when they stood tall

the white castle stairs
holy skies
house in
the fair lady
the ******
they went through her
the holy grail
her delusion
didn’t save her
from the atrocities
that served
in her place

now she frets
for
she has been
exposed to mother nature
she crumbles
helpless
ever so dissolving
finding her hero
to save her
from herself
before
her wrath
comes into foreplay

girl in pink
so beautiful and carefree
goes to place to place
smiling so endlessly
wonder where you came from
to trace back
where you are so free
only to hope
i don't get overdosed
by your spell
now tell me
are you free?
or are you deviant?
the waters here are different
but not your kind