Flowers
Sunlight
Picnic
Today was filled with utter happiness.

Somedays
I just want to stay in bed
all day long.
But then,
I make myself get up because
when I have travelled all around the world
and I have made a difference
and I have accomplished something,
then I will be content enough
to stay in bed
all day long.

If you don't want to hang out with me,
don't make plans with me.
If you don't like me,
don't talk to me.
If you really wanted to fix our crumbling friendship,
you would at least attempt to fix it.

As I walked with you
down the crowded halls,
I slowly realized how much
I will miss this year.
I will miss walking with you to every class.
I will miss getting comfort from you when I'm down.
I will miss laughing and joking around in class.
I will miss judging people together.
I will miss being best friends.

I'm so sorry I ruined it.
I will miss the way things used to be.

You've taken over me
Controlled me
I cannot fight you anymore
I'm losing
How do I know?
Because I'm hungry and I refuse to eat.

She screamed.
Yearning for someone to hear her.
Waiting for someone to save her.
Yet no one came.
No one heard her screams.
Because every time she screamed, it came out as a whisper.
No one was able to help her.
And she lay, hoping it was the last time she would stay
in this cruel world.

I step on the scale
Only to be disappointed
*again.