Miranda

Miranda Sep 2013

Where do I start in this darken room?
How do we cope from this world?
Why did what could have been our lil angel disappear befor we got the chance?
The chance to see, hold and love?

We knew this could have happened, all this has sadden my heart.
I lost what I could have held.
We lost what could have been family.
What could have been our lil prince or lil angel.

We feel ready.
Are we?
With no jobs or no place on our own.
Nothing for a lil angel.

Our love will carry this pain away soon enough.
Would it actually work?
Or will it sadden our hearts forever?

I just had a miscarriage and does anyone know how painful that is.... Even though I'm still 17, it kills me

Miranda Jul 2013

This World

In my world,
its dark and gray.
No color, No life...

Its all about everybody but me.
No body cares..
so I end up cutting just one more time.
just hoping that I wont awake.

once again,
I start to pop some pills here.
I feel dizzy, light headed.
I feel so dazed.

so many times I have done this,
hoping I wont awake.
this world of mine,
just wont let me die.

why am I still here?
so I start to over dose.
the next day I feel pain.
so I cut just my last time.

any time you want to help go ahead and give me advice. im a growing poet

Miranda Jul 2013

dying in the inside

I'm used to this feeling,
the loneliness.

Asking me why, I'm lonely.
he's not here to hold me,
in this lonely place.

When this feeling comes,
The razor comes out.
my wrists bleed.

I end up crying,
hoping I won't awake,
from this, my dream.
Dying in the inside.

any ideas?

Miranda Jul 2013

Never Waking up...

sitting here all alone...
No one to hold me tight.

As the frowning comes,
the tears appear...
the razor comes out...
I notice, its clean

no blood, no skin, nothing

my wrist is scar free
my body, soul, and mind aches
not for sure what's going on...

I pull my sleeves up.
put the razor on my skin,
waiting for someone to care.

I pull the razor up,
watching the blood poor.
feeling slightly light headed,
I close my eyes.
never opening them again.

any ideas, comment and ill work on fixing them... No I don't try to rhythm, I am all free verse.

Miranda Jun 2013

Our Love Is True

The love we have
Is so strong.
Our Love Is possible
To have

The way we are together
the way I miss you,
When we are not together.
The butterflies I get,
When we kiss.

The moment I get to live
With you.
Will be amazing.
Waking up next you every morning.

I can't wait til' you ask me,
To marry you.
I can't wait to start my life
With you.

I really do love you
With all my heart.

If you can give me ideas to help me.make this better, I'm up for it.

Miranda Jun 2013

ready or not?

I think I am ready
To give it up to you.
I promise you I'll always
Love you.

I'm not for sure if it will
be painful.
I've been told it feels amazing
To give it up, when your ready.

Well, baby, I hope you know,
I've never done anything
Like this.
Nothing at all.

Miranda Jun 2013

choose me?

I hate how, she my bestfriend,
Is your ex....
Yes, I am jealous
Of her.
She's too pretty
She's too perfect
Unlike me..

I'm not pretty
I'm not perfect
Like she is.

Why are you with me,
If she is perfect?
Choose her.
Ruin our relationship
For one that is perfect.

Why choose me,
If you get to her,
When you want.
Why choose me.

If I only get to see
Every once in a while?