Just
Give up
It will all be forgotten
It will all fade away
Into memories
Just
Give up
The tears are to much for you
The chest pain to strong
Pulling u deeper into darkness
Just
Stop thinking
They will be sad
They might just cry
But your suffering will subside.
- 8/14/15 MM

It breaks my heart
To see you frown
That frown caused by me
The wanting you desire
The warmth and touch you want to feel behind this screen.
Those perfect black letters
Showing our emotions
Waiting for the next reply
Relying on each other's love
No more sadness my only one.
Don't show that frown
Be happy we found each other
Be happy we can communicate
Even though the distance between us is 600 miles
Our feelings flow within us like the air we breathe
Loving you is no regret
Wanting you is no sin
It is only bliss.
- 12/11/14 MM

The love we shared has shattered,
Nothing remaining but dust inside,
Watching you love me,
Trying to mend it,
Damaging us both.
Everything I loved about you is gone,
Replaced by hate,
For what you're making me go thru,
Making me give life for your happiness.
Well, the tears I shed is for that reason,
The happiness unknown to me,
detesting all of you.
Your smiles,
Worries,
And shameful eyes set upon me,
For not being able to love,
For being depressed for what's about to come.
- 6/20/15 MM

The tears running down my cheeks,
Slowly touching the hot surface of my skin,
Running down the guilt inside,
Knowing the suffering will exceed,
The unknown terrifying me.
- 1/7/2015 MM

Thoughts,
That taint your soul,
Wearing you down into darkness.
- 1/6/2015 MM

Unexplained
Unknown to everyone
No reason for its growth
Just an image being shown.
- 7/7/15 MM

He takes my soul and guards it,
Fills it up with passion,
Gently polishing it,
With unconditional love no man has ever shown to it.
My soul feels fire growing within,
Knowing that and wanting more of his love,
Wishing that he will always cherish this tainted soul,
Will see me with value in ten, twenty, or
No!
My soul quavers at the thought not being with her soulkeeper.
The one who loves it, values it, and makes it whole.
- 10/4/14 MM