The night ate my soul;
Darkness stole my hope.
I can't find my way out,
I lost the count of how many times I shout.
"Help!" there's no one outside,
To help me get into the light.
They're all broken as me,
I'm afraid they'll bleed.
"Please don't save me...
I'm begging you...go away please..."

No one is worth it.
No one can help me.

As I look at the night sky,
with the wind gently blowing my hair,
your face suddenly flashed into my mind
oh how I wish you're here by my side.

Anger, pain, sadness and insecurity,
these words are not enough to describe what I feel.
If this is love, then why does it hurt so much?
All I can do is cry, because I love you so much.

Why? This question kept running in my head.
Why can't I forget all the things about you?
Why do I even love you?
Because of you, I'm scared to fall in love again.
I fell so many times, and everything that falls gets broken.

'No..I won't believe in love again..'
I slowly open my eyes to see the reality in front of me
I heaved a sigh and silently wished,
that you'll be out of my mind and heart, after I cry myself to sleep.

Love is such a wonderful thing
But it is not as happy as you think
Because love can be an evil thing
That can creep up to your heart and painfully stab it.

Love is not always about happiness
Like candies and balloons, cookies and cream
Love can also be a cause of sadness
Like ****** and violence, tears and grief.

Pain is always part of the game
You'll cry sometimes because of the pain
But you can treasure the experiences you gained
To find that someone that's worth all your pain.