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with my four fingered hand still  holding a knife, I've got the rest of my life, will you be my wife?

you are as if others are not.

dream: I was in a house. Somebodies house. Everything was old sorta fancy style. The hallway. "A ledo hallway design.", person said. "Ledo?",I said. "Jarex ledo". .. why's it all like this?, I ask. "Because I like old things.",they said. "Well, zebras are old. Why don't we just get a zebra and eat it if you like old things.? We can hang it and cut off pieces of meat and eat it. And separate it's shoulder. Cut the meat around it." ..very strange. But very funny when I woke.

Do things that drug addicts do without the drugs. . Get ****** motel rooms and sit there with strangers. Sit in parking lots in cars just looking around, looking at my phone.. lying alot.