I found a Dream
where we were together
holding hands
chasing a butterfly
drowning in our laughter
mending our hearts
wearing daisies in our hair
kisses on our noses
expecting for time to pass
fighting against evil
nursing our wounds
singing our hearts out
sleeping in each other's arms
never growing old
criticizing the world
promising our love
reliving precious memories
Until reality woke me up

Six months later...

Are we still best friends?

Now we've broken all our promises
let each other down
broke our hearts
crushed our hopes

We've rejected each other's invitations
words of heart
words of praise
words of love

barely talk to each other
don't even glance at each other
avoid each other
We've become complete strangers

Our dreams are forgotten
so are the moments
we've forgotten ourselves
we've forgotten us.

What happened?
Was it me?
Was it you?
Will we ever be the same again?

It was my fault
for that I am sorry
I never should have showed weakness
the way I do now

It was your fault
for that I am sorry
You never should have lifted me
from the suffering I've lived in

It was our fault
for that I am sorry
We never should have fallen for each other
but maybe it was God's plan.

If Tomorrow never came
I want to hold your hand again
Feel your skin against mine
I want to see Perfection one last time
Your beautiful face
Your pure eyes
Precious smile
I want to hear Perfection one last time
Your silly laugh
Your piercing screams
Gentle voice
I want to touch Perfection one last time
Your small hand
Your soft skin
Surrounding arms
I want to smell Perfection one last time
Your floral scent
Your cooking
Bitterness
I want you to know that I love you
That I have so much planned for us
I never regretted each moment I spent with you
But I regret those that I didn't
But now I regret this poem
I'm only embracing the fact that we won't  be together anymore.

Here's to those who long for perfection
for somebody to hold
for somebody to hold them
to have a shoulder to cry on
to share a laugh with
to never stop dreaming
to never grow up

Here's to those whose wishes were wasted
whose hearts were shattered
who feel empty and worthless
who pretend to be okay
who feel like a disappointment
who took a chance
who don't know who they are
who don't understand everything

Here's to those who sacrifice so much
who will do anything to make a smile on another's face
who put on a brave face so other's don't have to
who are completely lost in another world
who could not make it no matter how much they tried
who are dead inside but pretend to live
who are forgotten

Here's to those who just want to be happy.
who loves but not receive it in return
who feel like they don't belong
who wish to start over
who live with regrets
who held onto the past
who found happiness
who desires for happiness

I understand
I have been there before
But if there is something that one must know
It is that...

I love you with all my heart.