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mikah Jun 2018
i woke up at ten o clock
the time i was supposed to
leave my house for an appointment.

i played a video game i
hadn't played in years
with my sister, of all people.
i had barely spoken a word to her
in weeks, but suddenly we
were both sitting on the couch,
yelling at a screen.
bonding, i suppose.

i joked around with my parents.
it was a little strange, them
being nice to me,
but a change i welcomed.

trivial moments of a trivial today.
almost too trivial. boring. unproductive.
but, i suppose there's always a
tomorrow that never comes
to accomplish something.
not too sure what this is. i felt bad about having writers block for so long, so here's.. something, i guess. <3
mikah Jun 2018
we had been drinking
your mother's pinot grigio;
it was my first time.
i was inexperienced,
or something.
but when you kissed me
was it consensual
if we were both drunk?
when i was drunk and tired and
unable to think and
too weak to push you away?
thinking back, i didn't want it.
i cried in your bathroom,
actually.
but since you're a friend
that
  couldn't
   have
    been
     assault
      right?
i feel *****, and guilty,
and nauseous,
but not from the hangover.
feeling dump.
mikah Jul 2018
to be beautiful
to be skinny
to be happy
to be calm
to be free
to be secure
to be joyful
to be kind
to be a friend


(and sometimes?
to be dead)
a mess

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