We are hell in
Little black dresses and
**** me heels.
Dramatic made up faces
Enhancing lures to hook
You, the next victim of
A sultry assault.
We know what you want,
But our hearts are iced.
We are created to torture.

Scratch that.

I am vacant as a whole.
Emptied and used up,
bits of me carved out
and scattered all around in meaningless disarray.
I feel like I'm grasping at the edges,
to hold it all together in fear that
it'll all
cave
in.

That I'll prove to be a black hole
and wreak nothing but havoc.

But isn't that what I'm already doing?
Holding the edges together while
blindly pulling in whatever feels like it
just might fill the void...

When all I really want is all that's been
scattered to be replaced.
I don't want to just fill
emptiness.
I want to be whole.

the bind of leather
the drip of wax
the snap of the whip
and the bite of chain
around my neck.

I have always yearned for this,
the one who knows just how to
control my body and
make me submit.

But you've given me just a taste.
One night where you entranced my
each and every nerve.
And ever since, We've been tame and loving,
but I long for another night like the first.

So I tempt and tease with
harmless disobedience.
Just to feel your hands at my throat
and my back ****** against the wall
With the quietest throaty whisper
a glimpse of the dark man that
I long to share this bed with again.

There is a girl who always brings a smile to your face
There is a girl who warms the hearts of everybody around
There is a girl who especially wants to warm your heart
There is a girl who looks into your eyes with love
There is a girl who smiles even when she is sad and it can't touch her eyes
There is a girl who holds the weight of the world but
There is a girl who always has strength to hope for new futures
There is a girl who would go anywhere and do anything for you
There is a girl who loves to stand in the ocean and gaze at the setting sun
There is a girl who wants to travel the world wherever it takes her
There is a girl who wants to do all of this with you
There is a girl who will always carry burdens that are too close to let go
There is a girl who is unsure of so much but she is so sure of you
There is a girl who wants to be the one who holds your hand
There is a girl who hopes you realize
There is a girl who wants to be her

Excuse me while I scream this out
It builds in the back of my throat
Unnamed it tears me apart
I will myself to spit it out
Welling up and roiling with emotion
This is an odd mix of fear and passion and love
I've given all of it so freely before
But it's fear that stops me now
It builds in the back of my throat
Please excuse me as I scream this out.

There is something so pure
In being content with lying
Entwined with another
Doing nothing more than
Memorizing the lines and marks
Upon their skin and matching
Your breaths to theirs as you
Realize you could be happy.