You don’t know how much I love you London.

If I saw you I would know you.
If I looked into your eyes I would remember you.

How I long to be with you.  
Your inside of me and I have loved you from the beginning of time.

Your eyes are wide with knowing and seeing.
Seeing a set of events set into motion that you dread and long for all in the same breath.

I love you London.  I’ll do what I can.
You need to know that I will love you forever.  
Someday we will be as one.
The way it was meant to be.

A Life Time

There are no words to describe the love .
There is nothing left to feel about the loss.
Maybe in another life time, when we are both well.
Maybe on the other side.
I’ll look for you when I get there.
I don’t know if I will recognize you if you are well.
I won’t know what to do if you are actually capable of loving me.

The theory’s and possibilities never end, yet they ended long ago by inner death and broken promises.
Almost a full life time was spent fearing your wrath to relieve your plague.
Then when I was still alive, I realized that I had waited in vein for an end to my torture by the death that never came.

I was alive and standing by the side of the road.
I was alive after all that time.
Alive and free.
Finally.
No more need for the field of daisy’s.

I now pick up the pieces of the strange place that was shattered apart and lived in out of desperation.  
What does the place I want to live in look like?
Why would I ever want to live there?
How will I know anyone or recognize anything?

Maybe in another life time, when we are both well, we can know one another.  
Maybe in another life time, when we are capable, we can laugh together.
Maybe in another life time, we will only see the light of God in one another.
Maybe in another life time, no tears will be shed for one another because we will be a part of something much bigger then us.
Something better then what this world had to offer.
Maybe Wisdom will be our best friend and walk between us.
Maybe Love will bless us.
By the Grace and Mercy of God, we will have a chance at another life time.

By Michelle Moon

In the 1980’s

Sometimes I wish I could have taken your place my love.
You know I don’t want to live forever.

By Queensryche

I Long For You

When I dream I go the sea.
It’s there that I look for you.
By the edge of the water is where I search for your love.

The rain gives up it’s mist and I remember you.
I look around in the day light, and I long for you.

The people by the sea speak of where you are and when you will be coming back.
I close my eyes and you are so close.  
I open my eyes and you are forever away.
When I dream I am encouraged by our love and your return.

When I awake I feel the vast emptiness of loves broken cord.
How I long for your love by the sea.
Where the rain mists the earth.
Where there is nothing but love and hope and peace between us.

10/10/09
Every Song I Ever Sang

I was ready for love, but love did not know me.
So I said to myself, maybe if I sing to love, Love will hear me, and Love will know that I exist.

So I sang to Love the song that was in my heart.  
A melody that only Love would recognize from the beginning of time, before the world was.
Love heard me, and knew me, and sent me a friend to have and to hold for the most beautiful time of my life.

You my friend are every song I have every sang.

By Michelle Moon

Things Hoped For - Not Yet Seen

I walk alone by the sea on the red planet.  
This is the only known place of true freedom.
The pain in your heart grips me and tears away at my dreams.
Sheltering my heart from your pain seems impossible.

My dreams fall through my hands like sand.
The people I’ve loved and the promises I’ve hoped for.
I see them sliding away.
They are falling out of my realm.  
I can’t hold them back.
I need to drag myself away from them kicking and screaming.
The season with them in this life is done.
Maybe in another life time when we are well things could be different.

Where is my faith in this time of trouble?
Where is my hope in all that I have hoped for, but not yet seen?
Who is my greatest enemy?
It’s not the wind.
Who is my enemy?
It’s nothing that falls from the sky.
It’s me.

Such is Life

I am the daughter of degradation.
A living symbol of what aught not be.

Fear not oh daughter of degradation.
Who you are and who you will be are two different things.
Two different people for two different purposes.

Love and Hate join hands and walk down the path of life together as friends.
The remorse of the wicked laid bare the land of the straight.

Like a broken arrow that flies off course, so are the dreams of the day.
The dreams of the day time.
The seemingly great abomination to the order of my life.
It’s like crying big tear drops into a bottomless bottle of clear, hard liquor.
People will drink it and never know the pain that has gone into it.
Such is life for all of us.