You're the heaviest rain to ever soak my skin,
And I'm drenched to the bone
But you're not giving in.
You're the crispest air to ever slash my wrists.
And it burns but I love you still,
Only now, with clenched fists.
You're the poorest soil to ever grow my heart,
I'm left to rot but I love you still,
Like I have from the start.
You're the most toxic man I've ever met,
And so you took too many pills
To even out your head.
You left the ones who loved you
With all this **** regret.
And the worst part is that to this day,
I haven't stopped loving you yet.