Passing by,
I can feel your eyes,
As I put on a blank face -
It is my disguise.
I do not want you to see
What you do to me,
Feeling my heart skip yet another beat.
Tall, handsome, and mysterious.
Yes, those are the perfect ingredients.
That is all it takes; I am drawn to you.
I am hooked on your mystery,
Stuck like glue.

I am so out of luck.
Nightmares, burning up,
I'm drowning in this withdrawal.
I do not want to be someone else;
I do not want to need this help.
Pressure on my chest, bizarre thoughts.
It is a flood of pain,
When you have everything to lose
And nothing to gain.

I want you to explore me
And find my untold scars
My beauty marks,
My cuts and bruises

I want you to explore me
And find my secret sadness
Lurking in my eyes,
Under my broken smile

I want you to explore me
And find my hidden secrets,
My sadistic thoughts
That I haven't told a soul

*I want you to explore me

I want to stand in the middle of a thunder storm
With you in the pouring rain
Looking into the cryptic sky
Feeling the rain run down our face
The thunder in our chest,
The zap of lightning in our fingertips
The rush of adrenaline,
Oh this is what I live for

Fall in love with my flaws, my imperfections
Fall in love with my scars, my freckles
Fall in love with my stories, my weirdness
And fall in love with my laugh,
My smile, my eyes,
And the way I say goodbye