I label you as an anchor, not because you are a solid to me or because you keep me grounded, but because you drag me down, sinking me, no way for me to stay afloat.

                                                         -MLZ

She hopes,
she cries,
she fakes a smile,
she dies inside.

Little do they know
when shes alone,
she spills her guts
through pills and cuts.

Her eyes glisten but not because shes sad,
but because shes mad at what she has became.
The rumers that lay deep down,
inside her wrists.

She may seem happy,
thats all a lie.
Cause little do you know,
shes dying inside.

                                                        ­               -MLZ

But they didnt even wonder why I crossed the street without looking both ways -Anonymous

I take one last breath
the last one forever,
for I will die tonight
in this lonley river.

Nobody in sight
but thats the way I want it,
luckily I'll die,
I can not survive this any longer.

The pain I feel is sharp,
I feel it in my lungs.
The burning sensation
will be the death of me.

The water in my throat
causes my eyes to water,
but dont worry bout me,
I wont live much longer.

                                                        ­              -MLZ

Blossoming from the harsh conditions,
blowing in the wind.
Scared to bloom,
afraid it may sin.


I envy the flower
for standing its ground,
for not drooping its spirits,
instead standing proud.

How I envy you flower,
cause I shall never be
perfect as you are,
but you will never see.

                                                       -MLZ

It fills everybody,
consumes there mind,
bearys them in a deeper hole.

But when you think bout it
it really makes no sense,
cause when it comes to hate
atleast its a feeling.

So when I lost this feeling
I felt so empty,
then I realized
I was now living clearly.

                                                               -MLZ

In the thin glass
I see a reflection
of dark brown hair,
a pale complexion.

My eyes are mirrors themselves,
a window to my soul,
displaying my true feelings,
showing my hope.

Showing you my deeper meaning,
for I am lost inside,
but you can not see
because my eyes can hide the real me.

                                                                       -MLZ

I'm lost,
pacing through the woods,
lost my train of thoughts,
so I fall down and cry.

My eyes are puffy
but nobody sees,
cause I am lost,
hidden by these trees.

                                              -MLZ