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Michael McBride Jan 2012
He
He's here
He's there
He's following me
and hes following you
but i
i have the upperhand
i can see him
feel him
and hear him
i hear his thots
his prayers
he talks to me
telling you
things im not thinking
things he wants you to hear
but has no way of reaching
until now
he has me
to do his bidding
listen to his evil thots
telling everyone how he feels
a secret
my seret
but his has been told
mine has yet to unfold
Michael McBride Jan 2012
My end is near
Isn't it clear
This isn't me
Ineed you,
i want you
I love you
But I'm afraid to tell you
how selfish I really am
I can't take this
were in too deep
you're gunna want him
not me
im so afraid
i just want to DIE!!!
Michael McBride Jan 2012
Used
Only to be abused
broken and battered
a life full of expectations
of where to go
or who to be
a life without realization
he wants to be like him
or her like her
but what about just bein me
everyone wants to be someone
why cant they just be them
who needs fame
or fortune to be happy
i dont want to be known
i dont want some bone
with a camera following me
i dont need useless money
that wont be used in a lifetime
i just want to get by
no need to leave an inheratance
for the next ones to have
only to leave them with incompitence
Michael McBride Jan 2012
sittin in my room
lookin up at my light
wonderin where my lifes gone by
stare out my window
lookin at the sky
thinking how my pasts gone by
look blankly at the tv screen
watchin how people can be so mean
'memberin how
i used be, so **** happy
where can it be?
i sit on the porch askin myself
where did all go
im wonderin myself
how i ******* this all up
and now your gone
once again
i was so **** selfish
it drew you away
and now that your gone
i regret every second of it
wishing it could be different
today
but that wasnt enough
i had to be
just like everyone else
being so mean
when all i was trying
was to get u back to me
but now you wont even talk with me.
but i wont give up
our times not through
you and i both know it
deep down inside
i love u still
Michael McBride Jan 2012
Used and abused.
Broken and scarred.
Battered and bashed.
Remains of your,
deceit and lies,
from behind my back.
I'm sick of it,
done with that.
I'm moving on,
and not turning round;
Not again.
I gave you your chances
but u keep goin back.
I tried to work,
this whole mess out.
But now I see.
It's clear to me.
You want him,
or him.
But whoever it may be
I can see,
That its clearly not me.
but u keep pretending
that u want me
im done with your lies
im done with you
i thought we could work this out
but as ive had time
to think about it
its not worth it
not worth my time
ill get through this
and in the end you'll
be the one regreting it.
Michael McBride Jan 2012
thots, contemplations
what should i do?
where should i go?
is today the day?
why should i know!
life comes and goes
my life came, i might go
im low and im high
im certainly not high
wish i was so i wouldnt be so low
i think today i must go
go down in flames
burning slowerer than i ever have before
im a ticking time-bomb
but im about to explode
i need to get out of here
the end is near

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