im gasping for air
reaching out for help
playing my music louder and louder
i give up i inhale the toxins
close my self to the world and yell *******
letting my ears bleed
this is how you left me
and all i have to say is have a nice life in the light
while i go to hell

it ends all ever time
the eximent and the laughter
summer i hate
winter is kind
cooling down tempers
keeping me clam

i would rather eat nails then be apart
swallowing the pain of sorrow
each nail is a sin i have
every wroung i have done
and ever tear i have caused
thats why i have a mouth full of nails

I wish for her ever night
I iwsh to see the world
but all I see is the world in blood
and feel lose and sorrow
just waiting for the right cut to free me
so come and get me

rip my heart and tell me you dont love me
it would be easyer then the wait
just give me a sign that shows howe you feel
just fix this broken heart

is it real let me know
tell a simple human how to use it
plz comment or something willing to do anything to learn

it brings me down
tears me apart limb from limb
brakes and grinds my bones to dust
cut and cooks my fleash to feed the lesser
but little does life it know i am in control of what it does
ever grain of bone is going around and inspiring people
ever fiber of flesh makes the people strounger
so go ahead and tear me apart it will inspirer more

On this dark and cold night there is but the sound of my love,i feel her ever breath and her curve under the crimson moon,and the vast mercury ocean lies be for us and nothing more, but alas i can not move nor can i here what she is yelling at but i see her face in panic and blood on her hands, my blood i realize and the hole in my cheast over my heart, now i lose my sight and see only the darkness closeing around me love, i now now whats happing and i cry not for the fact im dying but the fact im leaving

In this time of day i feel the need to tell you how i feel but ever time i move and act i freeze and shatter. But i wait in plea that youll see the ice around your feet and the love in the air.i hope you see your the only one for me and will ever be. I hope you know that i cant live with out you. I hope you now i truely love you and ever thing about you. For the better or for the worst ill be there by you side even in the after life. I never want you to be so sad that it tears you down.just no i love you

you lose, you die by noose
you win ,ill loosen the noose
you ready to play or would you rather hang
dont be scared; dont be frightened
ITS ONLY A GAME

you claim to be a creatuer of hell
but little did you know what i was
you mistook me for human
but now you have left a hole in my wall
exposing my true self to the world
NOW THEY SEE WHY ITS BAD TO RELEASE MY HEART
and the beast it hold
IT. IS. HELL.

l lay on the floor bleeding out
not waiting to be free
I told them to let me out
or I would leave
no lets see how they feel now
with me bleeing out there restants

pain is in the heart
death is in my soul
fire are my eyes
hell is my home

im here sitting here in tears and blood
beelding out my pain
there are more ways to hurt some one close
there are ways to deal
i have choose mine
                                 good bye

my heart is torn in two
one for the past
one for the future
which do i choose
past or future