Why is it that when I'm at war,
Or when I'm at home just looking to score,
My life is **** just walking out the door,
But when I look right into the mirror,
All my mistakes are seeming nearer,
Time to go to work and make my life clearer,
But when I'm at work I just repeat,
The same solid mistakes right on this street,
The cool of the day or the heat of the night,
No hope is here no way for right.

Theres something that I never knew,
A deeper thought that burnt me thru,
And even in the darkest nights,
You fill my soul with hollow lights,
With blackened bulbs that burn me so,
That even pull the best of souls,
That show no mercy no fear no sound,
To let the others hear around,
Yet as you glance at first might seem,
As hell raising as past regime,
A newer light not filled with hate,
To take the stand and let none wait,
But those are hollow promised dreams,
To many filled with darkened screams,
For in the night no one fill find,
The last pure soul last of its kind.

Its a sparkle in my eye,
Its the stars in my night,
Its the very first moment I fell for you,
Its the story of my life,
Its the peaceful bees hive,
Its the very first moment that I knew it was true,

And I know,
All my life would show to her,
And that's life says how do you do,
Its just my story wrote right out to you,
The very first time I,
The very first time I just,
Her wishes are my everything,
But I just need a sign from God,
So I sit down and pray once more,

I just knew there's a spark with you,
I just knew of the brightest star in my sky,
I just knew that I finally had found,
I just knew it was the whole of my life now,
I just saw a peace in my life,
I just knew that I found you,

And I know,
All my life would show to her,
And that's life says how do you do,
Its just my story wrote right out to you,
The very first time I,
The very first time I just,
Her wishes are my everything,
But I just need a sign from God,
So I sit down and pray once more,

And I know,
All my life would show to her,
And that's life says how do you do,
Its just my story wrote right out to you,
The very first time I,
The very first time I just,
Her wishes are my everything,
But I just need a sign from God,
The very first time I say I do,

Lets start from the top,
Amusing or not,
There's no time to rest,
Strive for the best,
For when shall I sleep,
Or eat or drink,
Or play and do things,
Like normal kids do,
Should I just write,
Or go out and fight,
And fight for whats right,
Just fight write and die,
Send my message out,
To scream or just shout,
Or go on about,
What will I shout,
But no sound will make,
The tone set in words,
For now I've begun,
Telling the world.

Lying here alone
Spread across the desert
Don’t know why this struck my soul how
Dreams are tears of past forgotten lies
Looking at you now
Can’t figure out the reason
Illusions of your face to me all still feel like treason

How much to question
Only for protection
But Got I need to know the answer
To figure out what’s wrong with me
Only to wait
And suffocate
Lying along here in the desert
Forever to wait for one day the rain will come

Stranded all alone
No sounds here in tone
Does this really end the way once said
Or taken back to memories once pled
To wait and bleed
To find my home
The visions of your face to me all still feel like reason

To fine the sight
My one true light
Just spread across the sand forever
Left alone to burn where ever
Pick and choose your friends
Still alone in the end
See that dot out in the sand for
One promise day you look out to soar

How much to question
Only for protection
Oh God this place will lay me down
To ends I’ve found no proper sung sound
Only to wait
And suffocate
Lying along here in the desert
Forever to wait for one day the sun will fade

The piece has gone
For you belong
In a world full of memories and
A place you have to trace of sand
This isn’t real
You’re gone for real
Though never saying the things I devoted to you

Jesus walks with me
I try to see
His plans made out
For us to be

Though far it may be
I hope, try and see
Myself and Him
Talking in wind

Voices I try to hear
Pain that tries to sear
I’ll push my way and hear
Your voice, ever dear

I look to you, only to see
What something what once, it tries to be
I’ll push on again, for you to know
My lives on a bow already set on an arrow
Looking right at you, my paths yet narrow
Wishing, praying hoping to see
What once could have happened, later might be

I won’t give up, I push on once more
I give this to you, watch as I soar
My heart belongs to you now
I’ll see you soon how

It’s a small world, your not far away
I can see you any time, and place, and day
Follow me and I’ll show you too
Him and I walk, together with you

I pray to Him
We sing His hymn
I walk with God
Our Lord all Mighty

What does it take when I have one heart left?
Saving it for you, not for the rest,
I walk around to try and find,
Exactly what’s happening in my mind?
The world has stopped yet I go on,
And continue to write my very own song,
To the someone who I need most,
To watch sunset with on the coast,
My life lies in my hands,
To sift my life right through the sand,
It’s my choice to want you, to need you, to see you,
This is my song that I give to you.

How many days till I close my eyes
How many fights till I die trying
All for you
How much longer will I believe your lies
How much longer till I fall apart
All for you

So many words once spoken true
So many days all for you
Just never forget that
Just one last chance to change the world
To make a home for I once lay
Beside you

Just another night that I lay
Dreaming for you every night and day
Forgotten promises fade away
Only to hold a thought of you
Reaching out but seeing what I thought I knew
Still so close yet so far away

Bring back a time a memory
My dream was a happy time to be
Me and you
Bring together a uniformity
Together just in rest in harmony
Me and you

A distant dream seems real to me
Yet every time I wake the gravity
Pulls me right back on my feet
To look right down and find myself
Right back where I started off
Pulls me farther from you than I thought possible

Just another night that I lay
Dreaming for you every night and day
Forgotten promises fade away
Only to hold a thought of you
Reaching out but seeing what I thought I knew
Forgotten forever like all the rest

What does it take when I have one heart left?
Saving it for you, not for the rest,
I walk around to try and find,
Exactly what’s happening in my mind?
The world has stopped yet I go on,
And continue to write my very own song,
To the someone who I need most,
To watch sunset with on the coast,
My life lies in my hands,
To sift my life right through the sand,
It’s my choice to want you, to need you, to see you,
This is my song that I give to you.