your lies........ don't disguise.
the truth bleeds thru.....
should've never trusted you.

you try to hide..... what i've always known.
no need for truth..
actions have been shown.

you act, as if i'm blind..
your truth..........
was easy to find.

betrayal..
betrayal..
you acted like my friend.
betrayal..
betrayal..
you'll get yours in the end.

all...these... excuses....
they don't mean a thing....

so crush me, break me, don't mistake me, for your ******* fool.
leave me, deceive me, now there are no rules.

you act, as if i'm blind..
you act, as if i'm blind..

betrayal..
betrayal..
didnt think that we would end.
betrayal.. betrayal..
how long did you pretend?

I know one thing is true..
I should have never trusted you..
should have never trusted you..
should've known just what you'd do.

I got down on my knees
and asked the lord above.
help me this one time.
let me live without her love.

it's been so long
since we could agree
on anything other,
than not liking me.

beaten down.
feeling low.
all my pain,
starts to show.

and I can't get down any lower.
you kept me in fear.
can't get down any lower,
it's all crystal clear.

i've found the bottom of the bottle,
my foots on the throttle..
and theres headlights in my eyes.

in the bottom of that bottle,
push'n harder on the throttle,
and theres no way to disguise...

my pain...
my pain...
my pain...

cause I cant get down any lower..
put you way up on high...
cant get down any lower
anything to get by...

you
dont
know
how
I
hurt.

theres no telling what you'd find
if you crawled thru my mind
demons screaming
burned and bleeding

phantoms haunt me
beat me down
fragile darkness
all around

fear to fail
all the time
abuse has left
but still I'm blind

but whatchagonna do
which way d0 I go
nothing seems to work
stuck on a low.

stand back up.
back on your feet.
suffered the losses.
walk past the defeat.

a million demons..
crawl thru my head.
lingering souls,
of memories undead.

shake it off.
don't waste time..
take yourself back.
regrowing spine.

get past the sadness.
get over the rage.
its a re-birth..
a coming of age.