the
night is a
demon
that reminds
you
of everything you
wanted*
to forget

How does it feel to be with the wrong person?
To be too scared to come back
And say
That I was right.
That you were too scared all along.
That this one is the one
That actually counts
And will mean something in the long run.

I went to sleep
with
clouds in my eyes.

I woke up to
more
clouds in my mind.

This was supposed to be it.
I was supposed to be done after this.
We found each other and then we were supposed to just live happily ever after.
But that whole plan didn’t sit well with you.
And you deviated from the intended path.
The intended path of the natural flow of things.
And you found someone else.
Someone that’s not going to treat you like I do.
Someone that doesn’t know you like I do.
So I’ll be waiting right here for you.
Tear-stained and broken down.
But forever yours.

I woke up to a thunderstorm.