I feel as though without you
I am no longer anyone
At least that's how I used to feel
I woke up one day realizing that I need to live
I need to move past what happened
You will always be with me
Everywhere I go
Every place I step foot into
The love you gave me was something so unique yet so difficult at the same time
You made me change from one person to a totally different person at the end of a year
I honestly didn't know who I was
You made me change into someone i've never encountered
Someone so angry yet so fragile
Not knowing how to express my emotions
I fled to ****
It was a gateway drug
To forget everything you had put through
The constant lies
All the stress you put on my willowed shoulders everyday
Was finally catching up to me
I felt like I couldn't be me anymore
I was taken away and brought back to the universe as someone i never wanted to be

Do you ever wake up feeling like you can conquer the world?
Or some days do you wake up wishing you could fall asleep?
Some days we want to light a candle.
Other days we wish we could never light the candle and sleep our worries way.
We come to the realization that we have a life to live
Memories to create
Humans to come across and learn about
Friendships to be made
Most important of all
We need to live in order to find out who we really are