I hope you find her
I hope she is out there
And just as perfect as you are
And I'll get over it
And we will stay friends
And some day
When you are married
And happy
Then I will tell you
How I felt
And how happy I am I didn't tell you
Because you might have not found
Whoever you are with then
But for now I will keep
My
Mouth
Shut

I curled up in a ball today
Just as the lights when out
In the house
And in my eyes
Not because I'm terrified of thunder
And how it shakes my house
And makes me feel inferior
To the world
But because I wanted you to hold me
And tell me
"It's all okay"
And
"Nothing bad is gonna happen"
I wanted you to hold me
And tell me you wouldn't let go
Until the thunder stopped
And I could breath again
Instead you told me
"I want a girlfriend who I'm happy with"
And
"whose your top five for me?"
I wanted to answer in simplistic words
I typed it over and over again
"Me"
"Me"
"Me"
I wrote
"IDK"
And IDK why I did
I guess I'm just not enough for you
You listed characteristics that you want
And I know I'm not all of them
But maybe if you let me try
I could prove to be more
Prove to be someone worthy of you.
If you read this
You'd laugh
"This must be a joke"
And
"I'm not good enough for you"
Yeah I guess you'd be right
I guess we're both right
I deserve someone who realizes
A broken heart
And you deserve someone who realizes
A lost cause

There's that one song
I loved it
It loved me
We were happy together
We had future plans
Then you sang it
And I hate to admit it
But
You sounded amazing
And
Just like that
My perfect relationship was over

I hope you two are happy together
Well,
I guess I hoped
Because that song ran away from you too
Rather
it was taken

I guess that's something we have in common now
We can sit by the fire
and talk about the one that got away

Of course,
You'll be talking about a song
And I'll be talking about you