And when I see you I wonder if you know me
Do I know you
Do you see how I am
How I struggle not to sin
How I scream
I scream
And I can't bare it
But when I see you I'm silent
Such a helpless little girl
Turned into the ***** who won't repent
And you don't know me at all

When you face the sun
The shadows fall behind you
But what if
The light's too bright?
How do you see when you're blind?

And when you look at a scar
Why don't you think
It's absolutely beautiful?
Because the pain is over
And it's healing

I'm beginning to think
We were all born blind
But out eyes denied it
Just as you do hope

It's a feeling of pain
It's a cry from your body
   Weeping of the heart
   Death to your mind
I could stop it but we both know I won't
I'm itching, only to make me bleed
I'll stab and scrape to feel the pain
But I can't stop crying to get it away
and you'll look at me with those misdirected, loving eyes
I close mine
to feel everything hurt;

don't worry, it's okay, I want to
And when the water thrives know you've done me well with what I wanted
      I needed to push the tears out
                     the only way is to shove me

                                                               ­                                                                 ­            down an endless stairwell and
                                                             ­                                                             ****­ your nails into my bleeding bruises  
Laugh at me
And kiss me
Hit me to hurt me
                                                              ­                                                                 ­                                               I love you
Eat my stomach because I am a glutton
Let my dry throat swell, I needn't breath
Smile, watch me die
                     let me be the one to cry
                                                             ­                                                                 ­                                it's okay, I love you

I smile through hollow teeth
My lips are closed
So wide my jaw aches
Light glistens in pitch dark nights
Only surrounded I am alone
It's all so beautiful when there's nothing
Cold heat burns
Your skin scars
Colorize the pain
Pour everything into the open wound
Don't let me be alone
You're the only one here and with hollow teeth so little fear