You betrayed me,
You are a different being,
You changed your mind,
No longer kind,

I don't recognize,
Your soul shows through your eyes,
Everything before is gone,
Beginning at dawn,

Then it is there,
Too hard to bear,
Unable to change back,
The old slides down the cracks,

Cracks of death,
Mist so hot like breath,
I grow faint,
Of this truth you paint,

You left me,
Why can't you see,
I care about you,
But you are new,
And we are through.

My time has come,
I am coming undone,
My life disappears,
I still have horrifying fears,

Nothing is right,
I can't see the light,
Everything gone around me,
It's time to flee,

I guess I must go,
You will never know,
What happened to me?,
How did I fall apart at the seams?,

My life must end,
My tears and blood bend,
Into hell I will fly,
As I slowly die,
I say a dreadful goodbye.

I will never say I love you again,
I will never trust men,
After what you did to me,
I'll never be clean,

My mind not sane,
I keep going through pain,
You did this to me,
Why can't you see?,

I can never live my life,
My only friend is a knife,
You messed me up,
I don't have any luck,

You hurt me worse and worse,
It's like I am cursed,
My time ends first,
I lay inside a hearse,

You eventually killed me,
I will never be free,
My wrist crimson-stained,
I'm in so much pain,

I must leave,
All I do is seethe,
My time is here,
My mind is finally clear.

Turn away from me,
You can't see,
Behind my eyes,
Drawn behind the disguise,

I wait for you,
To see I'm a fool,
An idiot, nothing more,
Too, too poor,

Can't fight the tears,
Exposing my fears,
Shut my eyes,
The time flies,

I see the crimson dots,
Designing the plots,
Making lines,
Holding a sign,
Saying Look Here,
I just want to disappear,

No one else knows,
They're all my foes,
Not realizing my lies,
Holding the ties,

On my arms,
Line the farms,
Of dark red streaks,
Don't dare sneak a peak,

Everything gone,
Here comes dawn,
A delicate slice,
Of happiness in my life.