If someone sees my face
he will understand that I'm ok.
But if someone sees my photographies
he will understand that I'm just a mess...
It is just my way to express my feelings..

A human being, possessed by fear
insecurity and anxiety..
"That's not good.." she whispered.
And she left all that things behind...still possessed
but yet so peacefull..

And then it comes...
the unexpected...
You feel wonderful but yet,
something bothers you..
Ignore it! Be happy! He loves you!

Of course I'll miss you when you're gone...
The moments will become memories for a lifetime,
a lifetime with your absence.
I'll look at the sky every morning at 6 a.m. alone.
Please...tell me you'll do the same.
The sky...this is how I'll remember you.
I'll see your eyes in the sky..
Goodmorning sunshine.

He is the love of my life, my soulmate.. But yet I miss him like never before.. That's the main part that make me love him so much...

People dream
but they forget.
But what if a dream could remain as a memory?
What if you wake up but you're still asleep?
Imagining a world the way you want,
with a funny beauty as yours.
But when you wake up..
you start all over again.

I'll come, and when I come
I'll just smile in a simple way
and I'll see you in a weird way.
I promise you will recognise it...
It's special, just for you..
The problem is...when I leave,
will this smile be there?
No..impossible...
I'll miss you..
Till the next time I will see you.
Then the smile will be priceless,
irreplacable and full of happiness...
Do you agree?

Here comes the regret...
After so long you're losing,
you don't miss..you just  lose.
Your interest..
And then what?
What are you doing?
You just walk away smiling and keep going,
until you find that ONE thing with whom
you will never regret, forget and lose.
Keep smiling, keep fighting, keep going...

Is it wrong?
My mind is telling me it's wrong, but my heart?
My heart keeps beating so fast everytime I see him.
A spontaneous smile, and then..the  big kiss.
But that's wrong..I know that..
In this part..what are you going to follow?
Your feelings or your mind?

Is it just breathing?
Is it just feeling in love?
Or is it just enjoying the moments
that life offers you?
It's all of them...
It's living truly every moment of your life.
Life is too short not to feel alive.
And when the time that you've lived
the life you really wanted comes,
you'll be redeemed
and you'll remember that deep inside
you're alive,
eventhough your eyes are closed,
your heart has stopped beating,
and and your last breath has been taken away...

It's finaly the time when you're happy.
When you feel in love.
When you have somebody who loves you,
somebody to share your feelings with,
somebody to call "your love".
It's all about him now.
It's all about your love.
Live it as it still lasts...

I wish I could control the world
In this way I would never turn the night into day..
I would stay with you,
just to hold me in your arms forever.
Just to see you beautiful eyes
under the most wonderful moonlight.
Just to hold your hand,
to kiss you,
to make you fall in love with me.
"Is it possible?"
No. But we can make it happen,
just for tonight. Close your eyes.
You don't need to see now.
Keep dreaming...

You said you would never let me down...
Where are you and your promises now?
Now that I need them..
Sometimes memories flashing in front of my eyes,
memories of you,
memories of us..
Where are you?
As I yell "Please come back",
you just keep ignoring me..
Why?

And? Where are now the people you thought you could rely on?
They've left...
They've left you behind and they don't care about you anymore.
They care only when it profits them...that's the only "glorious" moment that you feel important,
at least for a second...
I know..it hurts...
but you must learn to live with it..although it's painful...

Silence.
Alone in an empty room.
Feeling so cold.
Needing somebody to hold your hands
and say "I'll be with you, I'll never leave you"
That's all I need.
Someone by my side.

Maybe memories keep pulling me back,
but I think future is more powerfull than that..

And yet, you stand there,
proud for no reason,
without noticing that you've hurt so many...
Will you even realize it?
Can you see clear enough to do this?
I wanna help you, but every time I see your pride,
I back up...Remember...Did you see me when I was there?

Sometimes  I get lost
in my own thought.
Thoughts that never got out of my head.
Thoughts that never got spoken.
Why when everyone has changed,
I still remain the same?
Is it wrong
or am I the only normal person?
All these questions are running through my head
but the point is...will anybody ever answer?

I will see your face,
I will smile.
Everything around me will suddenly disappear.
It will be just me and you, nobody else.
Staring at your eyes will be dreamful
like this feeling.
It will be like the movies,
so beautiful but yet so unbelievable.
I will fall in love with you
the way you fall asleep,
slowly and gently...

You forgot everything..
Even me..
Even the time we were talking for hours.
But that's life, hard enough to hurt you.
The only truth is that, indeed, nothing lasts forever,
especially the good things and the lovely memories.
But there's a good thing in all this misery,
nobody can forget.
That's why I won't forget you and those memories,
because I can't...

And when you think you have it all,
that time you realize that you just lost them...
How are you gonna get them back?
Please let it be possible!
Try hard to achieve you greatest goal..
..to be happy.
And then you can have whatever you want...
But remember you now have nothing left...
Begin...

And every night, before I sleep...I think about you..
And every morning, as I wake up...I think about you..
How we used to be...
The way that I looked at you and I was losing control..
The sad story is that, I remember everything..
Every little word you said keeps spinning in my head..
I wish I could forget you, but I won't.

I just don't get it..
I always try to keep them close,
but I just push them away.
What's wrong?
Is it me?
Is it the way I talk,
the way I act?
What is it?

And when you find what you were looking for?
Does it satisfy you?
Yes, but just for a little.
And then, you look for something else, something new.
Again, and again, and again...

Your eyes..can I stay there forever?
To discover your world, your thoughts..
I will look at them as much as I can.
But then, you will close them...
You will leave and I won't see your beautiful eyes again
Goodbye..I'll miss you

And when you realize that
I'll be yours
Come and find me,
chase me, grab me
and just kiss me...