its not about what you look like or what you like or how many things we disagree or agree on, its about the company of just having you there next to me smiling, laughing, going mad, or crying, being a friend that doesnt need to comprehend or know my story to be there for me and support me through the good or bad

i think of myself as a very boring person i dont say much but people still talk to me and say things like they miss me and they want to go out with me and for a moment i feel loved.

just love me please
i cant promise tomorrow
i cant promise i wont change
i cant promise perfection
i cant promise a fairy tale
i cant promise it will be easy
i wont promise anything
ill just give you my love
and hope thats enough
to keep you close to me
to love me the way i love you

stop trying to figure me out
because i dont know who i am myself
so stop trying to fix everything and stop
trying to puzzle me back together
maybe i like to be a little broken
maybe i like the pain
maybe i like being confused and lost
be there when i weep but dont console me
it just makes me angry when you do that
because it only makes me feel like a child
like i dont know things are happening

she has this sadness in her eyes and
i dont know how to get rid of it
for she has suffered
too much for me to repair

it is meaningless your words
dont mean anything
you could say them a million times
in a million different ways and
i still wont believe you

look into my eyes and stare at them for a moment
and tell me a lie and hate me and keep pushing me,
keep pushing me down and just keep yelling at me with those
harsh words that you know will only hurt me