I am what is known in the world of the unsubstantial....
as an almost me
an almost you?


are we both dreaming?
living in our heads?
cue existential crisis

It's a mystery
It's reality
god I hope it's reality

I'm so
SICK
of you supporting everything
HE
does
while you won't even pay for the
ONE
activity I'm in

I'm so
TIRED
of you putting
HIM
in summer classes
when you didn't even let me
PRACTICE
at home for months

I'm so
SICK
of you telling
ME
how you are going to support
HIM
while I'm consistently average

HE HAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL
but I couldn't even study in my own home last night
HE HAS TO BRING HIS CELLO HOME
I haven't had my viola home in months
HE IS STILL IN THE STAGE OF WANTING TO PRACTICE
well maybe I want to be good at this too
HE COULD BE SO GOOD
well maybe I could too

It's all the same girl
with 20 different faces
it's an actress
a girl lost in her world
and in her mind
she skips through the days on dainty toes
with no place to go but home

it's the kind of crush
where your heart leaps out of your chest
with marionette strings
attached to the rest of your body
and it pulls you tumbling behind
your head screams no
and yes
and no
until you don't even know how you feel anymore
it's marionette strings
on my heart
and they win

Mirror Mirror On The Wall
Who's The Fairest Of Them All

You My Darling
With Head Held High
You My Darling
With Eyes So Wide
You My Darling

Mirror Mirror How Can It Be
That The Fairest One Is Me

You My Darling
With The Future In Your Hands
You My Darling
From Right Where You Stand
You My Darling

Mirror Mirror It Is Me

I get a better high from you
than I ever could
off any drug
passing through my veins

The fog in my head
is greater than the effect
of the strongest concoction
of soda and *****

All I crave
is the sunshine
your hand in mine

We hate love, we hate hate,
So let's get together and *******