You left me for dead like the rest
The simple inability of human emotion
Drives me to a state of hatred
Not of you, my dear, but poor me
For I am the one to blame for misfortune
I deserve the pierce of your frigid heart
I am not a human but rather a puppet
Manipulated for the joy of those
Who wish not a life of stability
**** your morals and **** your desires
The sickness overcame you
Companionship is a weakness
Only I have succumb to

Passionate lips and wandering hands
Pause for "I love you"s
Sneakingly seeming glances,
Smiles, stares, forever competing
With the beauty of the stars

Adrenaline rushing whilst colliding
Skin against skin, secrets
Abolished through ultimate truth
Gasping for unsweetened air
Nothing as delicious,
Nothing ever as addictive

The trance of you, your very existence
Overwhelmingly blameless

Choke him down, swallow contently
Do not fight for he is your fate
Confined eternally inside those walls
Go ahead, jump in and lose yourself
Drown in him fully, he is now your home
You're in love with him
The monster develops the madness
You can no longer escape
Weakness ensues
No chance of redemption
Repent

Delusional, paranoid state
Focus, stare, clear the mind
Was she really there?
Were her hands cold and dark?
Reality becomes irrelevant
You are alone
Your fears prevail
Overwhelming obsession
Gape into the darkness
Cleanse your cluttered mind
Are you okay?
Say yes

Slowly, smoothly, feeling the need
Craving control, caressing the skin
Mouths without burdens
Fingertips disable borders
Dive into me, I am yours
To keep, to treat, to fill
Soak me in your essence
Rinse the illness from my being
I belong