because of the nothing there was
falling--a fake.
Take! me back
I do not mind knowing
...a lie?
rough and scathed they've
been used.
But I,
I eat berries.
ingest life for the lack of living

and if i knew for that which it was
then certainly not
I could never
but it is not a fact if it is never known
and that's where the problem lies
ambiguous ambiguity of a time
but that isn't certain
then the Truth
I am sad. sorry.
another body in a maybe time

So beautiful
This sweet boy
My man,
My love.

We went out
We stayed in
We gave gifts
Yes, we did dance.

My guy,
He just did the dance
I said what they said
He did what they did
We said the words.

Thanks for the motions
Now did we do this right?
I will smile.
We will kiss.

He will lie.  

So afraid to admit
Unable to form the thought
But he cried my sweet boy
My lie,
My best friend.