So beautiful
This sweet boy
My man,
My love.

We went out
We stayed in
We gave gifts
Yes, we did dance.

My guy,
He just did the dance
I said what they said
He did what they did
We said the words.

Thanks for the motions
Now did we do this right?
I will smile.
We will kiss.

He will lie.  

So afraid to admit
Unable to form the thought
But he cried my sweet boy
My lie,
My best friend.

and if i knew for that which it was
then certainly not
I could never
but it is not a fact if it is never known
and that's where the problem lies
ambiguous ambiguity of a time
but that isn't certain
then the Truth
I am sad. sorry.
another body in a maybe time

because of the nothing there was
falling--a fake.
Take! me back
I do not mind knowing
...a lie?
rough and scathed they've
been used.
But I,
I eat berries.
ingest life for the lack of living