I am heliocentric and you are the sun.

I think of you all the time until I believe we are one.

I love your flaming hair,

your chocolate brown eyes.

I love how they shine when you look at the sky but even without they still are so bright.

Your eyes are the sun and I am heliocentric.

can I gaze in them for forever until I'm blinded?

She presses her finger against her glasses.

Sight through only one eye but it's no disadvantage.

For I am her other eye

She is my other mind.

My Spanish sister we take adventures

her and I

Our long walks.

We ride our long boards through the neighborhood.

Fantasize about are wild trip to Mexico

Hermosillo sounds amazing.

Especially with you.

For together we are not afraid.

You are my companion.

My only fellow pluviophile.

We venture through the woods.

Pretend to be mermaids as we swim through the stream.

Such slow strokes we make in the chilled water.

but dude if a ****** comes by,

it's been good knowing you...
just kidding

I love you dude

I can't live up to the expectations of life. Why can't I just ride away from home, live on my own. It sounds so easy doesn't it? I don't run though, I don't ride. I stay, frustrated, tired, worried. I stay, and I don't belong here. I can feel it all through me. It clenches me, makes me twitch. It makes my neck soar. My spine pushes against the skin on my back. I'm still here. I cry, I kick, I scream. Still here. I will wait till the moment comes to ride away. From all the worries and fears of home

I soar through the streets slicing the pavement with my own four wheels. The wind is strong, my own thunder, all mine. As I cascade to my happy place puddles glow in front of me like shining glass. The clouds, the horizon a peachy color more powerful than ever, and when I get to my happy place I ride, I ride like a knight in armor into the sunset forgetting what could happen next, forgetting all my worries. The time. The work, is all behind me, I am more powerful than these things at this moment. I am in a dream, it's all my own, all mine.

Long boarding at sunset

I will be broken
alone

failing

alone

falling

alone

dying

alone

but when he finds me...
he won't