Because I have no one to hold

to wrap their arms around me

everyone just uses me

so I experiment with their doings

by "using" my blanket

Go ahead say it again

your foolish lies my foolish friend

for you are obviously hurting

inside so you hurt me to, to gain some pride

say it again my friend

and I will pray for you tonight

with your branches that grow and bloom so free

with your cherry blossoms in Japan

your Canadian maple leaves

and your American red  wood

people think you just stand there

but really you dance with the wind

and travel and renew yourself everywhere

stay free tree

and sit and laugh at the failure of me

Riding with the wind

too alive to slow down

to afraid to speed up

don't let me fall let me fly

toward the sky, and the sun

and me and the firing star will become one

lying on the ground

to tired to get up

to afraid to fall asleep for I will have bad dreams

decompose me into the earth

and let me become one with the soil that has been walked by many great beings

let me join my mother nature again

so she can rejoice with her child

so we can dance forever

make it stop

or at least one less pill

me and my little friend made a paper airplane. Like me it soars and falls, but instead of soaring again it gets crumpled up and thrown away. To be as crisp and smooth as paper yet so easily torn. Ripped and soggy from your own tears. Never to soar again. I am a paper airplane. Are you?

How can we live in a world so cold?

even on the warmest days I am freezing inside

I want to know i am loved

but it's so cold peoples lips are frozen shut

and the colder part is that they melt only for words of hate and lust

with no shame

and I still wonder how we have managed to live in a world so cold

when stars die it takes 4 or more years for the light of the star to travel away from us. So we still see them shining but they aren't there.

Is that you read the book before it was even popular

you discovered bands before anyone

and you found me in my time of need before anyone

and honestly you are the only one

and don't ever call your self ugly

because you are beautiful to me

and you should know who you are chocolate eyes.....