Strange things are happening to me again.
Things so strange I dare but whisper in my head.
My life is stuck between reality and pretend.

Sanity’s a hard thing to define,
but even harder a thing to maintain.
All day it causes battles inside my brain.

Trapped inside this body,
locked up in this place.
A world of pain and suffering,
I never will escape.

Time changes them,
as I'm sure it changes me.
Fear raging through my body,
if only they could see.

It cuts so deeply,
stitches can't repair.
This will never heal,
fear this immense is beyond compare.

You all left me behind,
now I'm stuck here.
Alone in this world,
my pain is this everlasting fear.

Alone where judgment is inconceivable
Live seems to be so reasonable
My every dream seems so feasible
Nothing can bring me down

Ignorance lost, a life was gained
Figured it out on my own
Did it my way, made a new path
And I did it alone

Losing my insecurities
And gaining self-respect
Being myself
Bad decisions had a good effect

Daydreaming seems so real
When it's all you know,
Leaving your sheltered life
Your innocence begins to show

But alone where judgment is inconceivable
Live still seems so reasonable
My every dream seems so feasible
And nothing can bring me down!

Blocked off by these walls,
Locked up with these chains.
Living all alone,
Living with all the pain.

I've been blocked off from the world,
Been locked up by myself.
I'm in the little room,
Craving for my health.

Blocked off from my life,
Locked up all alone.
Sitting in this room,
A place I once called Home.

There's so much that I'm missing,
So much I wanna find.
So many great ideas,
There're waiting on the other side.

Blocked off by these walls,
Locked up with these chains.
Living life alone,
Living with all the pain.

Blocked off from my life,
Locked up all alone.
Sitting in this room,
A place I once called Home.