That forced love
A meaningless kiss
Not push to shove
It's fading bliss
Rusting emotions
Bound to happen
Love without attraction
Liking the distractions
I turn my cheek from you
But you're still falling
I'm just stalling
Withdrawing that pain
For its me to blame
Pulling for love
That's no longer there
The empty stare
Thinking of what's next
My sanity or your happiness
Praying for the past to be the present
To you my reasons weren't relevant
Those rusting emotions
Bound to happen
Dying spark
There for a second
Never lasting
Kisses becoming meaningless
Waiting for my torn heart to mend seamless
But I already moved on

your always on my mind
there is never a time where i find
some absence of you
oh how i wish to unbind
these thoughts to you that are so kind
the happiness id have
if our hands intertwined
you mastermind
do you have me spellbind
i want moments together to be on rewind
around you i act so purblind
to the bad, I'm blind
as long as your on my mind.
i never want you off my mind

How do you tell if it's love or infatuation
If I like you or am just in fascination
How do you stop me from feeling this way
Does the emotion fade or stay
I guess that's how you tell
But I can feel your smile to the bone
My heart is stone
My head is in a zone
And I feel like we are alone
Is that how you can tell?

And she found it weird
More than unfamiliar
To how she cared so much
Cared for how he saw her
Hiding her flaws
Covering them beneath "perfect"
******* them in
So he saw beauty
Saw her as worth it
And he always saw
Saw the flaws all for a second
Those seconds she laughed
Those seconds she smiled
The moments that were really her
And with each passing second
He counted the flaws
Her freckled face
Her cracked lips
Her clumsy knees
And he counted
As more reasons to love her

Your words
Fascinating
Your words
Gravitating
Every sentence flows into my head
Seeps into my soul and drips onto my heart
Your words
Tear me apart
What this poison I can't help but drink
Into your words i sink
Each letter a drug i can't help but take
Trip into these feelings i don't plan to escape
Captivation
This is sensation
No need of elaboration
I just need your words
This is revelation

I've been drinking about you a lot lately
Call me a thinkaholic
Avoiding you or the pain
Seems all the same
Drowning in thoughts
Safe once I'm asleep
Blackness replaces dreams
Finally feeling sane

So when you go back home,
Don't forget about the girl who never told you to stay
She will watch you walk away
Quiet, not knowing what to say
Thinking
Wishing
Waiting
For you to come back someday