I Had love someone  with all my might.
But he did nothing but put pain in my life.

So we departed n that **** really left me BRoKen heaRt'd.

Months pass'd & ! Had regain my strength.
But then I saw h!m.....& i Fell once again.

& then A year pass'd & I Had a strong stand.
Got me maken right moves, I Was constructing my land.

Had no sorrow in me, not a single trace.
**** i Didnt even remember his face.

But one night I saw him & all that was burried relived.
So We TalKed & I  Thought, so I Was back with this Kid.

& foR some reason I Thought he'd changed.
I was wrong.
he told me "Yo I cheated on u n Ima start singing Lullaby songs".

I Fell to the ground with masive tears.
Felt such an imence pain that would last me years.

Didnt hear or see him for months, I Was still handicap.
Still NuM, no color 2 my life, **** it i aint want it back.

Yeah he had me like that.
But I GIve hIm BIG propS.

CAUSE He IS the 1st n laSt for me.
but ONE nIght I Saw hIm N he Saw me.

Ask me why my eyez where so lonely.
As 1f he didnt know but he really didnt cuz he never cared.

So I reminded him n he said "grow up life aint fair".

Do u, Move on n live.
As much as it hurted me I Had to...so I Did.

N thats when I Grew strong n stood tall.
Promised myself I'd never eveR Fall.

Now im back n that whole lovy dovy concept is out.
Love dont live here n that to me is something Im no longer about.

No longer wish to have it.Thats something I dont need. I Mean im living good now, I got what I Need.

Got my spot, pair of wheels n a whole lot of green.
Im looking at the sky just feeling the breeze.

Man **** LOVE IM GOOD.
N **** that fage *** n his wack lil hood.

It's 2015 n now hes on my **** asking for forgiveness.
I Aint that weak ***** so go on with yr business.

Who crys now does laugh later.
Get the **** out my face, go to your ex & date her.

Cause this **** queen don't want u nor need you.
Got my 5, got my green & I Got a true Ride or die too.

Nothing's the same. Everything change

Different ways of thinking. All of the feelings sinking.

So Distance.  Feels  like there's no existin.

All I can do is reminis...

But what about, if it's always been this way. I would see him but he'd be out by day.  Always visit but never stay. N I would always sit n just wait.

I'm still waiting
Praying  

For a change
But I know that's something COMPLETEY insane

Do I dare to go n experience the drama.

Experience the dark some life out there n suffer a truma.

I rather stay where the sun dont shine.
were I'm someone u can't find.
where my thoughts are all mine.

Because I rather stay away n avoid the bad.
Avoid ppl who drive u mad
This life I live is so sad.
Far n alone but calm n glad

Part 1:
Mami let me get with you, wanna share my bed with you,We can have *** in H.D. digital,
It ain't really difficult, let me see your ******* boo,
Dance for me baby, just move how the strippers do,
My private lil prom queen, doing all the wild things,
Never seen yourself giving head on the flat screen,
Instant celebrity, natural star to me,
Sit back and rewind the part when you was riding me,
Ran out of blank tapes, need another blank tape,
One more scene and we got ourselves a *** tape,
Your friends know I'm filming ya, they seen what I did to
ya, We can even use a camera phone like Vivaca...




Part 2:  We can play like actors, know you not a amateur. You can have the lead role, and I'll be the director. Setting up the camera, get into your character. Come up out that little dress, and let me climb on top of ya. Now baby let's just get involved, with the camera on. You see that red light, that means I've pressed record. Now mami look it's easy, go ahead, come on please me. Now we can put on repeat, and play it back on t.v.Let's make a *******, *** tape, show the world your head great. Show the world you good with it, back shots, hair pulling. Time for some action, Kimmy Kardashian
Lil camcorder that's pointed at your *** again

How do u help a poor blind man out?
A man who's deff so your advice wont count.

A man who sees nothing but hell. Feels nothing but flames & familiar to it's smell.

He Could be in A room full of ppl but stuck in his cell. Completely Lost In The dark so to who to yell?

For his sister to move. For his mother to do. For his father  to.......

N he's seek for the lords name. Tried to walk in his lane. But couldn't steer right because his demons are not tame.

They were winning n he was losing. Proudly introducing there victory, "the abusing". And the poor man lifeless ,without any doing.

N from afar I watch as these demons play. So With angry tears in my eyes, I pray.
& say

Please lord watch over my blood, my brother. Let him see yr light n yr glorious colors.  Uncover his eyes, get rid of those others.  Stop this endless suffer. Please god all I want is his happiness n comfort.

Lies lies lies
Always a lie

U always lie
Dead in my eyes

Why am I not surprise
When am I going to  realize

Your words always Betray.
They never make it, just decay

I'm so Full of tired breaths.
I'm becoming depress

So why do I still stand  next to u.
Why continue

........because my heart controls my mind
Yr heart is my sky
N yr embrace is my high
N without u I will surely die
So I have no choice but to hear u lie

Dead in my eyes
Lie lie lie
All u do is lie

Divid the legs n open the lips that do not speak.
Look really deep
Beyond the pink

It's The wetness n the heat.
The tightness n where it meets.
Or Is it the throbing pulse that u seek.
Maybe u should **** me n see
Pull out n ****** it in me
Give me all u got but please....
Don't forget to turn me over n creep.
I can bring the real in u, the freak.

As we sat on the sand Watching the waves go by. I couldn't resist but to look passionately Into his eyes.

N As he read my mind he decide to move in. N I lean closer to taste the fruit of sin.

My ***** melted by the touch of his lips.  N Slowly his fingertip found it's way down to my inner dip.

My legs divided n approved. Oh how I love the way he moved.

Slow enough to feel n fast enough to hear.  But then his hands  interfere n switched gears.

He gently pulled dwn my thin silk. N enter me with his thick built.

The sensation match the crashing waves hitting the rocks. N after hitting all the right spots. My body completely lock.

We were rdy to burst.
Both Rdy for the rebirth.

N when it came.
We came
It felt Insane
Do I need to explain?

Stuck in yr selfish ways.
All u do is complain.
All u do is blame.

Can't u grow up.
Not **** up
Just Construct.