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Meagan Marie Sep 2012
Sitting.
Sitting.
Sitting.
Sitting.
Sitting.
Sitting.
Sitting.
..­.
you thought it would go on forever,
didn't you?
So did I.
See the thing that we have in common,
well, the one thing we can at least decide on
is that
we all believe that some things,
maybe a few things,
maybe everything,
lasts forever.

Your memories,
if it's for the moment.
Adrenaline,
if YOLO.

What's funny is that,
if you only live one time,
then why do yo count your successes?
goals?
memories?
experiences?
If you live for the moment,
why does the past matter?
Should it not be
the past?
Meagan Marie Sep 2012
I hate this.
I hate the way I hide,
the way I shy away from
...
things I've done.

I hate that i don't have a secret
except for the one that
makes me bleed.

No one knows that secret.
and you may ask why.
But I couldn't tell you.
No one knows that secret.
To be honest, I hope they never will.

I don't need a knife to bleed,
or pain to make me hurt.
Simply
the thought
knowing,
that I cannot break these chains.
They lied to me, they said that
they would never be for me.

Ha.
I suppose that's
all
my stubborn streak
ever gives me.
Meagan Marie Sep 2012
It's funny really,
the idea,
the notion, the gesture,
that we are all
humans,
intellectual beings.
The concept of controlling this
"intelligence"
of ours,
that we can actually
understand it,
would be like forcing the moon to appear
and to stop it causing the waves.

Without this
"intellect",
we are nothing but animals,
instinctual creatures.
But then what is the difference?
We can train cats and dogs.
But they do not advance their thinking
to create something new.

And still,
this "intelligence",
you cannot see it,
but it can be measured.
You cannot touch it,
but it can be shared.

It's funny, really,
that the most intricate
creatures
rely on something
seemingly nonexistent.
Intellect- if you seriously consider what it is - is by every angle nonexistent. It is not so much a thing as it is an idea.
Meagan Marie Sep 2012
One
Last
Time
Breathe, just once.
Breathe with me, darling,
Breathe in the airs of treasures lost
And battles won,
Of breath that’s out
And of love now gone.

Breathe with me,
Just once, my sweet,
The last to remember.
For I know now,
That as the old grandfather clock
Would clang and beat
To the sound of wedding bells,
The heart now aches with sorrow,
A bitter, yet sweet, sorrow,
Like that of death
And loss.
Meagan Marie Sep 2012
A ship sails
Heading nowhere;
Leaving nowhere.
Just a simple ship, going out on the sea,
Where the calm, smooth, glistening waters create
Waves over a bottomless world of darkness.
So many adventures and mysteries, so many new things to be discovered,
So many dreams and hopes, never to be fulfilled.

The sea is a place that asks all, tells all.
The sea is contradictory, ironic,
But always, the sea is listening to those that understand it.
As the waves crash upon the shores, the sea chants one thing:
“Believe. Dream. Hope.
Believe. Dream. Be.”
Meagan Marie Sep 2012
The sky is the color of dusty water;
brown, blue, and a watered down gray.
The rain beats down as mercilessly as a killer on his victim,
or as the sun on a hot summer’s noon.
It brings back memories:
Memories of hate,
memories of scorn,
memories of hopefulness,
memories without a proper home.
Memories that only seem to exist in a world where there is no happiness left,
no air to breathe.
Is this really the life I lived?
How can on person feel so happy in a place that is closer to hell than anything on this earth?
It must be impossible.
And yet,
it is the past,
and if one cannot change the past,
they can simply **** off all memory.
Meagan Marie Sep 2012
Outside, the air itself seems frozen,
and the cold seeps through
the windows and doors
of this old, familiar house.
The sky is dyed a gray-blue,
as if it had been washed out of almost all color.
The tiny, white crystals
that fall from the sky
are like ballet dancers,
gliding smoothly and quickly through the air
for perhaps just a moment,
then blend in with the others
as their solo reaches an end.
I sit here,
in my favorite, old, comfy chair,
watching the snowflakes.
I can feel the warmth of the fire
from far across the room,
radiating like the warmth of a child’s smile.
I can hear the sizzling,
the popping,
the crackling.
And even though my subconscious admits
that this will come to an end
at some future moment of time,
I am momentarily,
content.
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